One life to live

Bucket list

1. Get drunk

I though for a while what I could do and write them down so far I only had seven.

2. Go to Hollywood

3. Go to a frat party

4. Find true love (as if!)

5. Go shoplifting

They sounded pretty weird and well I don't know cheesy? I tried to think of better and more daring things but I had really hard time trying to think of them. I was really stressed out and I needed a vanilla latte. I grabbed my coat and hoodie put them on, it was really cold outside so I put on my black combat boots..

Before I left I put a note on my roommates bed that I'd probably be gone for a while. I left the room and drove to the coffee shop. I sat down at a table and ordered my vanilla latte, a warm latte cause it was freezing outside! I kept thinking about the words that Dr. pandem said. there has too be a cure, I was not ready to pass on.

I kept thinking about it till these students from my classes/lessons walked in to the coffee shop. they were the BIG bullies no matter if you we're dying they still picked on you. they were heading towards me I knew what was gonna happen next.

"Well, well, well look who we have here it's cancer girl" Ricky said, he's the leader of the whole group. "Becca what happened to your cheek? oh! and your arms!" Leila laughed. they are the ones that do this to me they beat me up every week. I felt my eyes water, don't cry Becca, don't cry!

"Awwww look at the poor wittle baby cry!" someone from the group said.

I couldn't take this anymore I ran out the coffee shop without even finishing my latte. I ran all the way to campus not caring that I left toby and went to my dorm. I cried on my pillow not caring if coralline was there which surprisingly she was. she quickly headed to my bed and rubbed my shoulder.

"What's wrong?" she asked

I did not answer to her till I saw how worried she looked.

I hiccuped and sniffed before saying so. "I-I went t-to the doctor and he-he told me that there is no cure for my cancer A-and then I went to the the coffe shop too get a latte but then Ricky and his group went up to me and started t-to well just annoy me and we'll you had to be there to understand." I did not care if I sounded like a little kid.

Caroline gasped " YOU'RE DYING?! she yelled

I shushed her before nodding my head. Her eyes started watering

"But I'm pretty sure that we will have time to hang out together, I mean Im not dead yet!" I said.

"I know but your gonna die anytime soon! have you told anyone else yet?"

"No" I simply answered. " but I will I will text or call my family, and before you say 'why don't you just go to their house?' I left my car at the coffee shop and don't ask why."

She just stared at me " you know you are very strange in my opinion you say it as simple as that and you don't even bother to just give a damn that you are dying." she said

"Well carol I have to face the fact that I am dying ok? I don't have the super powers to just magically heal myself it's not that simple and I do give a damn, I'm not like happy that I'm dying I have to deal with many things that you wouldn't understand!" I yelled. I honestly did not feel bad at all. what's the point? didn't she see that I was stressed? wasn't she gonna understand that I'm dying and obviously knew that sooner or later it was gonna happen? Well I guess not.

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Sooo what did you think tell me with a comment and vote love ya💚💜💙💛❤💕and btw my first chapter got deleted so what happened was that the doctor told her that since she has cancer. They could not find a cure for her only a miracle had to happen since she was dying she decided to make a bucket list.😋