stars. | na jaemin

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"nana, im just getting better at memorizing things. yesterday was november 24 and around 6:24 am i was walking by the streets and i saw a new arcade! they were setting up really dashing tarpaulins outside and there were freaking neon lights!" jaemin rambled all over this moment when he was 13.

he got discharged after a week, they had to lie a lot to keep him. they removed all of the calendars and everything that shows that it's the present. the doctor said that he might get wild headaches and actually faints.

jaemin and yoona are in jaemin's living room right now just chilling. they had to drop out in school for him to continue living, the environment will just kill him. so jaemin had to be homeschooled and his teacher is also a psychologist. and yoona has to stay beside jaemin to keep him company.

they also had to dye their hair back to black. yoona cried once again because it's also like erasing remembrance of one the best moments with him.

the good thing is that jaemin didn't question the new stuff that's happening around him. he thinks that what they're doing is perfectly normal. 

"oh yes that place, i heard bae jinyoung and his girlfriend set up the highscores really high there," yoona thanked my perfect memory when she suddenly recalled that.

"should we go there tomorrow? let's have fun. i can teach you how to play so you won't get annoyed with me." he took the remote which yoona abruptly stopped him.

"you know what? let's bake cookies. your mom would be really happy to know that you can do something helpful in your house," yoona grabs his arm and pulls him into their kitchen.

yoona unlocks her phone to look up on how to bake chocolate chip cookies. she never tried making one, actually. but she thinks it would be nice to make memories even though there's a high chance that jaemin would forget about it.

it's all worth it. she thought to herself.

"okay, we should start doing this." yoona shows her phone to jaemin and starts making the cookies.

[a/n: i also dont know how to make dem cookies im dumb :'')]

they finished baking after 2 and a half hours because they had to fight over who's going to put flour, or who's going to use the mixer, or who's going to put them in the oven.

to make the two and a half hour story jaemin was basically whining over the fact he can't do much since yoona is so scared that he might make their kitchen disappear.

"so i'm telling my mom that i made this for her when you actually did the majority of the work?" jaemin scrunched his nose in a displeased manner.

"you also have to tell her that i took part of it, you idiot."

jaemin rolls his eyes, "wow 'idiot', says the one who got a burned by taking out the tray out of the oven."

"you were in the way, how was i supposed to take them out when you gave me so much space!" she sarcastically says.

jaemin reached out for her hand and stared at her thumb and point finger as he massage both fingers. yoona at the moment was just staring at his face lost for words because it was the first time he held her hands since the day he lost his memories.

she know it isn't the right time to say and she shouldn't say it but yoona felt the urge to say the words she had been wanting to tell him.

"i like you, jaemin. not as a friend but as a guy."

i know you'll forget but everything and every moment is worth it, because it's you.

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