every time it starts it's subtle then hits me like a psychotic wrecking ball, causing my insecurities to expose themselves and begin to flourish in a world they are supposed to be banned from. All kind of dark thoughts flow through my mind, I begin to ponder the importance of my existence, the likeliness of a better life in the near future, the things that used to make me happy sadden me because I cant take part in the joy of doing my art or watch it turn into the beautiful thing ive anticipated it to become ever since it born, i don't want to go or be anywhere , I would rather not even be (exist) But even in my in this storm i constantly i have to keep my compusure amoung my advercaries , but its hard when your enemies live near, and have the key to heart and in matter of fact manufactured the key . taught you how to use and how to hide it away.
All in all, pain is beautiful, pain feels good, pain is comfortable, pain made me who I am
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Beautiful Pain
HorreurExplicit details about my physical and emotional pain. My pain is often misunderstood or unheard, this is where I speak my peace, enjoy All in all, pain is beautiful, pain feels good, pain is comfortable, pain made me who I am