Who would ever thought .. we would be in this predicament that we're in now. One soul took and another life took forever behind .. bars. Who would've pictured this? Who would've thought our lives would be changed forever? Maybe even .. for the better? Everything works in so mysterious ways.. God why this? Why you couldn't show us another way? Now it's Just another life Over Love..
Here we are pointing our guns at each other and one thing led to another and all you could hear were gunshots flying everywhere.
But who did it? Me? Or her? Did I pull my trigger or did she? Lord if it's my time .. I pray you keep my soul.
In the distance I heard screaming and cries. But who were they crying for? Who got shot?
1 Year Later
YN
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It's been a year since my bestfriend, my other half, my FIRST love has been gone. Who would've ever thought that day would've been our last goodbye. I definitely wasn't prepared.
Now I know it's true .. you truly don't know what you have until it's gone. I visit his grave everyday with my now six month old babygirl, Tru-Marie Norman. I swear she's the only thing I have left of him, besides his chains and his shirt I sleep in.
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I just really wish he was with me now. I don't even know how I get through my everyday life, without him.
He always told me I could be a " model ", and I've been chasing that dream ever since & it's paying off. I'm really glad I had him to push me.
I bet y'all wondering who killed him. Well it was the bitch Nia.. she was too quick for him and he reacted to slow. He didn't even realize he was shot until we ran in .. I beat her ass until the bitch couldn't even breathe no more.
But did she die? No. But she's going to rot in jail , so that's good. I just wish I would've known .. something told me we shouldn't have showed up.
And the girls? We're still pretty close. I was distance at first, but they understood. I really appreciate them for being here for me through this tragedy.
The gang hasn't been right ever since. It still hasn't really hit them yet. Just like it really hasn't him yet. Still feels like he's still here with me. I know for a fact.. he's living through Tru.
The funny thing is.. it's like I feel his presence around me all the time. Everytime I'm doing something with Tru or just something in general, I feel a trail of cold air brush past me.
And sometimes it's like I just can feel him watching over us.. like he's literally our guardian angel.❤️
" Ewww you stink mamas", I said, as I was wiping her.
She giggled.
" Girl that is not funny, got mommy cleaning your shit", I said, as I put the diaper under her and put it on.
I felt a cold breeze come beside me.
" Ooops. Daddy most don't like me cussing around you", I said, laughing.
If only he was here in human form, he would be so in love with her.
Man .. I really miss my baby.
To be continued ..
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If y'all watched 13 Reasons Why 2, this will be like Hannah & Clay ☺️
