A story about a girl who is an orphan, who is trying to find her parents. Will she find them or will the people she loves the most block her from meeting her dream?!! Read the story to find out!!! Also, I am proud to day my story is rated #15 in the...
Daronte' says he is so proud of me for being so brave for taking that DNA test. The results that came back were life changing. My mom's name is Clarissa Fowler and my dad's name is Marquis Fowler. I looked them up. They are actually pretty famous. My mom is a really famous judge and dad is a lawyer. I think I saw mom on T.V. before, but I didn't think she was really my mom.
I decided to ask the orphanage staff to look through my files and maybe see if I'd have any luck with getting their phone numbers. They were there! I'm going to call them tonight.
9:00 pm
I called my mom. She actually answered. "Hi, Clarissa Fowler, who's calling?!!" "Hi, my name is Renee'. Renee' Fowler. I think I might be your daughter?!" "Oh.my.gosh. I think you are. I had a daughter at the age of 19. I gave her up for adoption when she was 3 because I didn't think I was ready to raise a kid. I really, really, had a hard time doing it. You were like my precious doll and it was really hard to let you go! I am so sorry for any pain and inconvenience I have caused you in your life." "So, you didn't even think to try to call, leave letters, or any of that sort?!! You just decided to leave me here and that was that!!!" I said. I was so infuriated.
"Renee', I am so sorry! I didn't know you felt that way. Can you leave me your number, email, or some way I can get in contact with you?!! Do you live in Seattle, still?!!" "Yes, ma'am." "Me, too. Here, I'll give you my address. 1920 Bigelow Ave N, Seattle, WA." "Oh, I looked that address up and it's not really that far from where I currently live. It only says 10 minutes away." "Oh, well, if you don't have anything to do, I'm free 10:00 am tomorrow." "Well, the date is set", I say. "Just know that I am so excited to meet you, my daughter." But, the true question is, "is she really".
3:00 am
I have been up all night thinking about this. What if this is a setup? What if this is not really my mom and my real mom is dead or something? But, I have to remind myself to think about the positives. Besides, God will be my side the whole way. Don't panic, I'm with you. There's no need to fear, for I am your GOD I'll give you strength, I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you. Isaiah 41:10.
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Like I said before, I don't need my "family" as much as I need God. Really, as long as I have God,I don't need them at all. And, with all that being said, I fall into a deep sleep.
The Dream
I went over to her house at the right time. When I get there, I smell a sweet scent, smelling of vanilla sugar cookies. I walk in, and when I see her, I start to scream. Standing before me is a monster. She has green skin with warts on it. "Are you ready dear?!!"I try to scream help me, but all that comes out is a little squeal.
I wake up and scream. I see on the clock that it is 9:00. How could I have overslept? Anyway, I take a hot, 15 minute shower. Get dressed, brush my teeth. It is then 9:45. I give Daronte' a kiss then get in the car and drive over.
I ring the doorbell, and just like my dream, when I walk in, I smell the scent of vanilla sugar cookies. But, instead of a green alien, I see a nice-looking, caramel colored skin, nice young lady. She invites me in. We sit at the table in her living room and talk over tea. She seems really kind, and she explained to me why she had to give me away. She stated that she truly did want to keep me, but just didn't think she was fit to be a mother. I understand.
At the end, I realize I actually do want to have a relationship with my mother. And, at the end, I give her a hug. We schedule another time to visit. This Saturday at 7 pm. I get home and tell Daronte'. He seems like he's really proud of me for wanting and getting to meet my mother. I bring up him trying to reconcile with his mother and father. That doesn't end well for me.
Hope you are enjoying! What do you think may have happened?!! Be sure to read on to find out!Have a blessed day! P.S. No more chapters for today but there will be more tomorrow. Bye. XOXOXO to all my loyal fans! @lovegodandchrist is out!
