The Lost Girl

Chapter 6- (SURPRISE CHAPTER)

5 months Later
    I've just admitted to everyone, even my friends, that I struggle with depression. Of course, they are my friends and they are there for me every step of the way. I'm really excited because of something else. And, as an orphan, this would be most of the important days of their lives.
     Today, I am meeting my new foster parents! I have been here for a VERY long time, and I never thought anyone would want me, now. I am an 18 year old girl. Why would someone want a girl who already should be living in a college, or in their own apartment?!! But, again, I am so thankful somebody  decided to take me in as their own.
     I'm glad I get the chance to decide if I go with them, though. Because, I don't know what I'd do without my friends, they are like family to me. I just don't know what I'd do without them. And, also, if I do go with this couple and their family, would I be able to meet my real parents?!! I don't know if I should even call them my "real parents".
      I mean, yes we're related by blood, but if we don't know each other, let alone LOVE each other, how can I call them my parents and how would they be my family?!! It just doesn't make any sense to me. Why would they leave me here, ALONE, if they loved me?!! Why do I think about them 24/7 if they probably don't think about me?!! They will probably never have a place in my heart...because I don't have a place in theirs 😭😭😭!
     But, even if that is the case, it's better safe then sorry! I should be able to have the ability to be able to ask them these questions. Because, if they had the ability to put me up for adoption, I SHOULD have the ability to ask them why. So, if I ever do meet them, they better know I will be asking them why they would do this to me. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Phillipians 4:13.
3 months later
     At this point, I want you to know I have made my decision. It was really tough. I wanted to have parents, and a family, but then again, my friends are my family. Again, as long as I have GOD, my bible, and my friends, I am fine. I have survived many years of this pain. I'm pretty sure I am worthy enough to spend more of it like that.
     So, with that being said, I chose to stay here. All the things I need in my life are here. I already have friends. I shouldn't have to make new ones. That is, until Daronte' came in.
2 months ago
     He's so kind. He walks with pride. He doesn't let anyone stop him from achieving his goal. Now, THAT, is how you know he is accepting of his religion. He is a Christian.
     I already know we will be best friends. He has that sort of vibe that says: I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength & my defense; he has become my salvation. Psalm 118:13-14
I feel like he'd get me in the way no other would. But, I hope all the rest of my friends like him. Because I know how jealous my friends can get. But, under no circumstances, will I let my friends push me back.
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Hope you are enjoying! This story is getting SO GOOD! It is now more-so tying into the theme of #spiritual, #orphan, and #tryingtofindherfamily. Like I said, this story is definitely about to get more to the point, get into more detail about her family, in a couple to a few chapters. So, stay tuned in to learn more of the story!Hope you are enjoying! Have a great Memorial Day and today, (just in case you wanted to know), I will be writing another chapter. Have a blessed day! Like, comment, and follow! It would be GREATLY appreciated!

XOXO, to all my fans! P.S. Thanks to all my fans who read this chapter. It was expecially, really long. WAY LONGER, than my usual chapters. So, I will try to make my others about this long!