TRAP OR DIE ~ Nba YoungBoy Love story ~ Saweetie

FOUR

"Rosè get your ass out here right now! I called you five minutes ago" My mother yelled i walked into the living room approaching her
"Yes Mommy?" I asked innocently

"What happened to the outfit i gave you to put on? Put it on and hurry up" she yelled causing me to flinch

Here i am ten years old putting on lingerie and red lipstick. This is sad NO CHILD should have to do this. I put on the clear and sparkly heels she gave me
What kind of mother pimps her own daughter out. we left our run down trailor and started walking
"Look baby, you see that red car over there?" She asked i nodded my head
"Gone over there, do whatever he tells you to do, or he will kill you and the Money, DONT FORGET THE MONEY!" she said before kissing me on the forehead and sending me on my way

What was ten year old Rosè supposed to do? Run? No, because she knew this was her only way of eating and having a roof over her head.
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Rosè's Point of Veiw

Its been a week since my grandmother died and today is the day of her funeral
I cried while setting up, i cried while getting dressed, i cried every little second that i could think about my grandmothers death.

The funeral was over i still remained in my seat crying

"Rosè Renee Carter" i heard an unfamiliar voice say as they plopped beside me
"You not gonna look at me?" The lady asked i took a look at her face then i put my head back down
"Baby, you dont remember me?" She asked. i took another look at her face
"Im sorry, I dont!" I said while wiping the tears from my face
"Its me baby, your mother" she said while picking my head up

I moved my hair out of my face and looked at her i still didnt recognize her because eight years ago (the last time i saw her) she was so scrawny and so pale and she now looked healthy

"Whatchu hea' fo?" I asked her
"Because this is my mothers funeral" she snapped i rolled my eyes "you wasnt here when she was dying all these years, struggling to take care of your child, Bitch" i said while walking away

"Look, i know that i wasnt there for you all these years, but i was only gone so i could get well for you! I was in rehab" she explained

"Eight years of rehab huh? Maybe you forgot what you done to me in the past. But look i dont have time for this ill see you around i guess" i said bluntly
"Can i atleast get yo number so we can keep in contact, i dont want to loose you anymore" she said
I sighed and gave her my number

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"I saw my ma dukes"i blurted out while staring off into space
"W-what, i thought she was dead, Grandma anne told us she was dead, YEARS AGO!" keisha said

"Well she's not, and she's clean and healthy. She was at the funeral but you probably aint recognize her because she looms really good" i said

Even though i disliked my mother, i didnt comepletely hate her because she is my mother...

"Wait so you thought yo dukes been dead all rhese years and she's not?"kentrell asked

And right when he said that my phone dinged with a message from an unknown number

225-670-3672: Hey Rosè
Rosè:who's this
225-670-3672: its me, your mother
Rosè:oh. What do you want?
225-670-3672: to spend time with my daughter. Wya? Let me bring you something to eat.
Rosè: im at Keisha's boyfriend house. 247 robins st
225-670-3672: hope you like lasngna!
Rosè:bring enough for my friends:)
225-670-3672:okay girl, see ya

I put my phone down smiling at the conversation, why am i so happy? Why do i want her to be in my life after all she's done to me?

"Why you so happy? Yo nigga musta' texted you" Kentrell said
"For one i dont have a nigga and for two that was my mom and she's bringing us something to eat" i said

"So you forgive her?" Keisha asked "i dont know keisha, but i do want to get to know the lady... again" i said while thinking about all the things she mad me do as a kid. She took my innocence.

"Why you looking like that? You ok?" Kentrell said while scrunching up his face
"I just dont know if in ready, maybe i should tell her not to come" i said
"Why? What happened?" Kentrell worried i sighed "thats another story for another day" i said

Flashback

"Hey babygirl" the man said as he stroked my hair i cried silently
"You gone get undressed or what?" He asked i just continued to cry
"If you dont take them clothes off i will tell John and he gone beat the dog shit out of you and yo mom! Now do you want that to happen?" He yelled i shook my head
"Well get em off" he demanded
I did as i was told
"Thats what i thought" he said while observing my naked body

Flashback over

"Rosè, Rosè, Rosè!" Someone yelled causing me to snap out of my thoughts
"Your mom is here" keisha said i looked up to see my mom with a warm smile on her face.
"Can i have a hug?" She asked with opened arms
"Mama, i need to talk to you right quick" i said angrily
"Uh oh" keisha said

"Uhm sure, what is it" she said cluelessly like she didnt know what she's done to me.
We both walked outside
"Mama why you did allat to me?" I asked making my accent grow thicker
"Baby, im sorry i was young and dumb and we were broke we needed that money" she said with tears rolling down her eyes
"But why didnt you do it? I was so young and innocent and you took all that from me" i yelled
Causing everyone to come out side
"I know but im clean now, and im sorry that i did that to you. I was stupid but Rosè you may not know it but i love you and i owe you everything thats why im here!" She said

"You told me that eight years ago before you left" i said nonchonlantly i seen a tear fall from her eyes
"You should go" i said before turning around going back into the house

Keisha sat there trying to make small talk with me
"So are you still looking for a condo?" Keisha asked me
I nodded my head
"Yeah but i dont know where to look" i said
"They just built some condos right up the street" kentrell told me
"Ill check em out later, just need sometime to clear my head" i said before walking out the door getting into my car and driving off

Kentrell's point of view

3 hours later

"Ok, where are you. We are on the way dont move, no we coming" keisha said on the phone
"Im about to go get Rosè" keisha said
"I thought she had her car, but let me come with you"kentrell said
I nodded
We hopped in the car and drove to my grandmothers house
We went into the house to see it was a hot mess it was broken glasses everywhere
And picture frames were broken
"Rosè, where you at?!" Keisha yelled out
We went up the steps looking for her and she was sitting on her grandothers bed crying her eyes out

I really felt bad for her she goes through so much and shit i dont even know half the shit she goes through but i know she aint well right now.

"Come on Red, you cant be doing this. Just leave the place alone there is no need of coming back" keisha said refferimg to the house
"I just miss her" Rosè said i could see the pain in her eyes
"Why he here?" Rosè asked "Rosè c'mon he's just trying to help" keisha said
"Well i dont need fucking help from none of yall so just leave me the hell alone" rosè snapped

"I dont give a fuck what you need, now c'mon lets go!" Keisha said
Keisha was a really good person i loved her like a sister she always would look out for other people more then she looked out for herself she loved rosè but she rosè dont see that and it lowkey pisses me off

"Keisha go get in the car, i got her" i offered she just nodded and left the house
"You know that you cant stay here forever right? And you know that keisha only be trying to help you" she nodded her head

"You know, a couple years ago my grandmother died too" i said
"But ken i killed so many people so this is my fault i was taking other peoples family and now one of my family members end up dead.... its nothing but karma its my fault" she while sobbing

I wrapped my arms around her "its not yo fault it was just her time to go and you got to understand that lil mama" i said trying to comfort her

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