a meme a day // m.yg & p.jm

twenty-four part three of three

jimin and yoongi seemed like a perfect match. nothing really unusual happened until the last twenty minutes of their time together.

"jimin," the elder hummed "thank you so much for today. i had so much fun. i really needed time to get away from everything. plus, i got to meet you."

"im glad i could treat you and that you came. hopefully we can do something like this again."

"definitely."

each of the boys stared into each other's eyes; as if looking for something. then, it was found. yoongi leaned in fast then slow when he realized, jimin wasn't thinking the same as he began to back up.

"yoongi...."

"no, its fine, im rushing into this. but i did think we had a connection. ill just text you la-"

"no, yoongi, please let me explain."

"what?"

"first off let me just put it out there, i am pansexual. meaning yes, one of the categories of people i like are male. ive known this for so long; and i guess my mom did too... without me telling her. and i guess, she really didnt like that. i grew up with just me and my mom im the house, bu eventually, my dad cam back with my older sister. she moved out soon after returning and now lives in a different city. but my dad, he stayed. when he found out what my mom assumed what i was going through, he was full of rage. and of course he took it all out on me considering i was the source of his anger. i was beat, bad. my scared mother couldnt do anything about it or else the same would happen to her. of course my mom didn't support me either but she just wanted to "fix me" through therapy, not beat the straight into me. i never told anyone at the time, out of fear. eventually the secret came out and i was moved out of my home at age 14. but im always scared that whatever move i make, he can still see me. that one day if he catches me with someone he doesnt like, he'll beat me again. i just dont want to be hurt, yoongi. not anymore."

"i- i-" he sighed. "wow jimin. thats so much. i was lucky enough to have my single parent - my dad - accept me for being who i am. i never had to deal with something like that. and im glad i didnt, but im sad that you did. if you are still hurting, i want to help you overcome that pain in fear. i want you to feel safe and welcomed."

"thank you, yoongs. that means a lot to me. do you want me to walk you home or but you an uber?"

"either is fine."

"lets walk then."

"lets."