You know what sucks? Thinking you might have a potential girlfriend/boyfriend but then they just start dating someone else and you're like "oh :)"
If you like more than one person and flirt with all of them then like :)) wtf you doin bro :))))) you're leading other people on and you're just going to fucking break them when you start dating someone.
This year so far has just sucked :))) I had a guy lead me on unintentionally and I thought we actually had something but he started dating someone else and now we rarely talk. This girl in my class I've had my eye one since the beginning of the school year, and what do I do for Valentine's day? Ofc I buy her shit. I bought her candy and put little candy puns on everything and I was thinking that she actually liked me bc that's what I gathered from her ?? Even my other friends. But she said she wasnt interested in anyone or dating so I'm glad I didn't put my name on it. :)
Relationships are just not my thing I guess, it never works out for me and the last person I dated was a couple years ago and I really did feel something for them. My heart would race when being cheesy and a sap with them and my heart would skip a beat seeing them. But they liked someone else enough to ask me to get in a poly relationship with them but that's not how it works though?? So after a little fight I broke up with him. He started dating that person the day after lmao. They broke up not long after though and he came back to me which I allowed it but denied him at the same time. I allowed us to be mutuals but nothing more. We don't talk at all anymore, in fact, he actually forgotten about me. I dmed him a couple months ago about someone using his face for catfish and when I told him it was 'Michael' he had no idea who I was. :)) But after talking a bit more he remembered me. Aren't I just pathetic? Still thinking about my ex to this day whereas he didn't even remember me. I'm seriously so pathetic.
It sucks being alone. I don't want to die alone, I don't want to be alone but .. I deserve it.
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vent book ?? idk
RandomI'm too lazy to make a vent account on instagram so wattpad book it is. Trigger warning possibly? Idk just incase. I'm legal, there might be some 18+ stuff but I don't know yet.
