Tattooed Heart || zayn malik + perrie edwards

eight

[8]
p e r r i e  e d w a r d s
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I sigh as I push around the pancake on my plate, tired. I went with Harry and Zayn to the post office on the last trip to finish shipping our stuff.

"How long do you think the flight is?" Jade asks me, smiling at the waitress as she hands her another cup of orange juice.

"At least twelve hours. I'll probably sleep through most of it." I tell her, before taking a sip of my orange juice.

"Me too, I'm exhausted."

"Have you talked to Nick about you moving?" She questions before I could say anything.

"No, I haven't gotten the chance to. Every time I call, he always tells me that he's busy or something. Maybe he's still mad at me." I sigh, pushing my plate away from me.

I don't feel hungry anymore.

"He shouldn't be mad at you. It wasn't even your fault."

"I know it wasn't, but I just wish he would talk to me like he used to." I tell her, as she nods.

"What's been going on between you two? I never see you smile when you talk about him or talk about him for that matter."

"We've been distant and I know he's tired of me being late. I don't mean to be late and you know that." I reply, mentally sighing.

"Also, he has a constant attitude. On top of that, he seems so snobby. He's definitely changed."

"It's sounds like to me that you two either need to talk it out or end it. I don't think it's good to be with someone who treats you that way." Jade explains and I nod in agreement.

"I'll think about it."

"How have things been between you and Sam?" I smile, wiggling my eyebrows.

She lets out a laugh and rolls her eyes playfully at me. "Things have been good. We haven't seen each other for awhile."

"I'm glad things are good between you two."

"Me too. What is the first thing you're going to do when we get to the UK?" She asks as I grab my wallet to pay for my food.

"Probably take a shower the second I can. After a twelve hour flight, I'm going to want one."

"Definitely." She agrees, paying as well.

Jade and I had decided to go out and eat while everyone did their own thing. We haven't hung out for a while, just the two of us.

It's nice.

"Are we heading back to the house after this?"

"Yeah."

"When are you giving your car back to the dealership?" Jade asks as I buckle myself into the car.

"Our neighbor is going to do it." I shrug as she looks over at me weirdly.

"I'm going with him soon. He's going to follow behind me so he can take me back to the house."

"Oh, makes more since." I laugh at her comment and pull out of the parking lot of Zani's Restaurant. They serve the best food.

"I had this idea for the album," I begin as we get on the main road.

"Oh?"

"I think we should write a song to our fans. Something that can inspire them."

"I love that idea. I was kind of thinking of an idea too. Last night, I though if I knew back then and what I know now. I wish that I could go back in time and listen to my own advice."

"That's deep, but I love the idea. I'd definitely tell myself, if I could go back in time, to speak up and to shout out. Instead of being quiet and not voicing my opinions."

"I'd tell myself to be a bit prouder and that I'm beautiful and wonderful. Everything I didn't see much of when I was growing up." She spoke and I nod my head in agreement.

"We need to write this down when we get to the house." I suggest.

"We should."

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"Why won't you just tell me what's wrong?" I snap at Harry, crossing my arms over my chest.

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Perrie, maybe you should back off." Jesy spoke as I glared at Harry.

"All he seems to have is a fucking attitude and I'm tired of it." I huff.

"He'll talk about it when's he's ready." Zayn spoke and I roll my eyes.

"I want to know now."