Story Of Another Us.

Cheack yes, Juliet

I continued my day at the studio with the boys. Paris decided to finally show up. Nothing new. "Is he here?" Paris asked while sitting down. I nodded and chuckled lightly. "Hey, Ann!" We heard Michael yell. Michael sat next to her as the rest of the boys pilled into the room. "H-hey." She mumbled and looked at me.

"Still shy." Ash laughed and we all chuckled. "Y-yeah." Paris said and rolled her eyes. "So what's on the menu for dinner" Luke asked and we all shrugged. "Nandos." Luke asked and we all nodded in agreement.

Luke has this thing that I just can't put my finger on. He's a really nice guy. He's adorable. I've had a crush on him since Cal introduced me to him. I don't understand how it works. This crush thing has been getting to me lately. It's been stuckin my head and I can't push it away at all.

We all got in the Range Rover that Luke owns and headed to Nandos. I ordered my usual and ate in silence. "You alrightover there, Lil?" I heard Cal ask. I nodded, but didn't look up.

Paris' pov

I continued eating and noticed that Lily was being silent. She's thinking. I just don't know what. It's bugging the shit out of me not knowing if she's okay or not.

"You okay, Ann?" Ashton whispered. I looked at him and nodded. "Per-perfect." I smiled and mentally cursed myself. I always stutter around him. I am one of his best friends and I stutter with him. He gets me all nervous. He's so kind and caring.

"Quit stuttering." He laughed and I nodded. "I'll tr-try. Dammit." I said and he laughed even harder. "Just stop while you're ahead, love. You're wasting your time. No offense." He said and I sighed. "I just don't get why I stutter with you. I don't stutter with anyone else. I just get all nervous. I want to stop stuttering, but I can't. I don't know what it is." I ranted and put my head on the table.

"And you didn't stutter once in that rant." Mike said and I looked at him. "We were all listening." He said and I groaned. I'm embarrassed. Completely embarrassed. "And now I'm lost for words." Ash said and I groaned again. "Fuck my life." I said amd Mike rubbed my shoulder.

"Haven't we all been there before?" He chuckled and so did everyone else. "Cheer up, Ann. Now you don't have that on your shoulders." Lily said and and I began crying. I was stressed. Now I have more shit on top of that.

"I have to go." I said and climbed out the booth. I ran outside and leaned on the wall. I slid down it and brought my knees to my chest. Now I have to wait for Ashton to say something about it. Just to my luck. Someone sat beside me and I looked up. "I wish I knew sooner." He said. It was Ashton.

"I wish I didn't say anything." I said and got up. I wiped my tears and started walking away. "Ann, wait." He said and caught up to me. "Just leave me be, Ash. I don't want to talk." I said and stuffed my hands in my pockets. "Just hear me out. Please?" He asked and I look at him.

I knew I looked like a mess. I've looked like that for a couple of days now. I just don't know how to handle with my stress. It causes me to just not care anymore.

"Look, I'm sorry I did not notice. I'm sorry I put you through shit without even knowing it. I want to fix it. How can I?" He asked and I shook my head. "Bring me back my happiness and that'll fix everything." I said and walked away.

I ended back at home where I live with my two brothers and sister. Jay, the oldest. Kayla, my ferternal twin. Luke, the youngest. No not Hemmo. We call my brother Lucas and Hemmo, Luke.

I went to my room and laid in my bed. I started to cry and just couldn't stop. I wanted to be happy. I realy did. I know I have it somewhere in me. Just where? A knock was heard at my door and I groaned as a response. "Hey, Ann. Just checking on you. How you holding up?" Michael asked. I sat up and he wipedmy tears away.

"Perfect everything is perfect." I lied. He knew better than to believe that though. "He came back saying you didn't talk much." He said and I nodded. "He was sorry." I said and felt tears fall down my cheeks.

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