Dear Taurus,
Thank you for coming this far with me. Finally we are parting...
You are leaving with her and I will keep your secret about your crush safe and sound. Since I am the only one you told this to.
How painful my heart was when you told me about her. I looked away, stoned... Trying to accept what you are telling me. Thank God it was dark that night. You lied down on my arms, relieved after opening up; TBH I felt relief too.
You rested your head on me and I rested mine on yours. Feeling you and loving your scent for the last time; trying to shed the thought in me thinking you have the same feelings for me as what I had for you in January.
You told me you were worried about her. Did you know? I was worried about you too, Taurus?
I told you about this guy I am really in love with. 5 months and still counting...
"Who?", you looked at me and asked. It's not the first time you asked.
"Why should I tell you?", I avoided your eye contact.
"Why not?"
"Not like you can do anything with it. If I said it out, there is chance that you might not know him." I mumbled.
"Ouh... so I do not know him?"
"I didn't say that you don't know him."
"So I know him?"
"Told you I won't revealed anything about him. I have to protect what I have between me and him."
"Why don't you tell him?"
"I am scared."
"Of?"
"He might run away."
"Why not give a try."
"No!"
.......
"What are the consequences?" I spilled.
"Hmm?"
"What are the consequences if I tell him about it?"
"I don't know. Good things will happened?"
"Nah... He don't like me."
"How do you know? He told you"
"No. But... He told me something else." I looked at you and he looked back.
"Who am I for you?", I asked.
"Why did you ask?", you questioned back.
"I just want to know."
Silence...
"So, who am I for you?" I almost cried.
"What are the consequences?" , you stared at the field and asked.
"No consequences."
Conversation did not go on. We left the field. I stopped to stretch my back. You held my back and pushed me forward, allowed your arms to remain on my shoulders. I really hope time could just stop at that night. Monday midnight, 3 a.m at college field.
I will miss you, Taurus.
Sincerely,
That grumpy Gemini girl
who you called "stupid"
& loved you
YOU ARE READING
A LETTER TO MY TAURUS CRUSH
Short StoryA letter which will never be received by the Taurus guy friend I am having crush on. Who constantly send out mixed signals, that one person I am willing to wait for, the one I might be giving up on soon.
