We all have that one friend.
A friend of opposite sex.
Always there for us,
Thru best or worst.
He was my friend since i was ten.
And he has been there for me since then.
I remember the day I cried because of a heart break,
And he told me "don't worry, i'm here even when your heart aches."
I knew since then he secretly liked me.
But I always denied it, always ignored it
Because I didn't want to lose him
Because he made me happy.
I couldn't forget that day when i cried because i was failing,
He told me, "Stop crying,"
"Whatever you do, I'm always going to be proud of you."
I'll never forget that.
But now i feel fear
And all i can hear
Is my heart saying, "Stop it. You are being selfish. He will just get hurt."
Yet I couldn't let go.
I am selfish. I would hurt him.
But that's because
I can't imagine a life without him.
He always made my everyday,
A better and a happy day.
Even when i'm away
He tries to keep me happy.
I can't lose him..
But I'm afraid that if I keep him to myself,
He will lose himself.
