Passion

9) Solitude

CAMI POV
Its been three weeks...
Ive been chilling in my room, staring at the walls and binge watching pointless netflix shows. Lili has come round almost everyday trying to get me out but my body is too physically and mentally hurt to go out in the world. Kj broke me, this has happened to me before and he knew that so why would he do it to me knowing that ive already been hurt by someone i love.
Ive been ignoring him every text every phone call every knock on the door , i cant even think of him right now. Lili is eager for me to talk to him because apparently "it wasnt what it looked like" but thats what everyone says and i cant be dealing with that smushy bullshit.

It was thursday and so far all i had done was eat an apple and watch plt. Monday was the start of filming again meaning i had to work with Kj. I read the script and i saw a scene where me and kj had to hot steamy shower sex. I have to be professional and act my best but i dont know how im going to hide my pain.

I cant get him out of my head. His beautiful sculpted face was burnt to the back of mind. At first i would always feel me missing him but it soon turns into hate and anger when I remember what he did to me. It makes me think if he lied all those times he said he loved me and he was it make me think how naive i was the whole time. A part of me wishes i never met him but then the other part just wants to be him forever. I wanted us to be endgame just like our characters archie and veronica. Veronica would have none of this she would show archie what hes made of, but i was softer than her. I always tried to hide my feelings but maybe i should change that.

Suddenly i heard my phone beep i looked over and saw i had a text from Kj.

KJ💙
Hey, i know you still hate me but cami i cant have you keep ignoring me. Please let me explain before monday. I miss you, youre my bestfriend and soulmate. I need my raven girl back. :(( Call me baby.
Your KJ ❤️x

I read the message. My body was rushed with warmth. This was the thousandth text i received from him but this one felt different like he truly was at his worse. I was conflicted with numerous emotions. But he was right we do need to sort this out before monday...