Passion

10) Nerves

I paced up and down my room wondering what to do next. Do i text back, call or even go visit him. After what felt like ages i decided just to reply back with a text and see his reaction.

Cami
Hi, if I'm honest I've missed you to. These past weeks haven't felt the same without you. But I don't get it tho kage, i thought you loved me. Ive never felt this kind of pain in my life and I'm surprised that it would've come from you . You're right for works sake we need to meet and sort this out. But don't get your hopes up because at the moment i cant see things going back to the way they were.
Cami.

Sent. It felt great to finally say something to him and about how ive been feeling. Im nervous, i dont know what hes gonna say. I wonder what hes been like these past weeks, if hes gone out acting normal or stayed in like me. I needed to know. I decided to ring cole.
"Hey its cami"
"Hey how have you been?"
"Oh you know just heartbroken by your mate"
There was an awkward silence.
"Oh yeah, i hope you are okay. But you should talk to kj"
"Yes yes i already have just replied to him."
"Good" he stated " was there anything in particular you wanted cami or just a chat?" He asked
"Oh actually i wanted to ask you how Kj has been acting since you know.."
"Oh to be honest cami not good" ... "hes been crashing on my sofa most days just watching pointless shows. Its been hard to have a proper conversation with him. Its like he is a different person. You should really hear him out camila"
I didnt know what to do. It seemed like kj was devastated, but i was confused because he was the one in the wrong. It got me thinking maybe he did have a good explanation.
"Oh okay, well thanks anyway cole. Have a good day."
"You too, bye"
"See ya"

I look back down at my phone and see a text from Kj.

Kj💙
Omg, you replied. It was so nice to hear from you finally. I cant apologise enough baby for causing you this pain. I do love you and never stopped, but once you hear me out hopefully you will understand why. Lets me for coffee at our favourite bakery, just like before. Meet there tomorrow at 10? Thank you for replying and hearing me out. I really hope you can make it tomorrow. Love you forever bubs ;)
Your kage❤️x

I loved it when he called me baby and bubs. Of course i needed to see him so i going to go. I got butterflies thinking about seeing him tomorrow, which i didnt know was good or bad.

Cami
I'll see you tomorrow.
Your Camila.

I shouldnt have put your camila but it felt right. But i needed to sound a little blunt to show im still hurt. Lets see what happens tomorrow.