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Lilah's pov:

Jack started with his intro "*wipsh* TOP IN THE OF THE MORNING TO YA LADDIES! MY NAME IS JACKSEPTICEYE AND TODAY I AM JOINED by the handsome Lilah Fischbach."  I jokingly put my hand over my heart acting flattered.

"Awwww Jack! you think I'm handsome?"
He put his hand on my cheek and smiled.

"Of course I do" after a few seconds of silence then he gently slapped my cheek. "MOVING ON. Today we are playing  (your favorite video game) so let's get started" Jack said to the camera.

     ~~~3 hours later of gaming~~~

"Jack you have to admit it I destroyed you" I chuckled as we were walking out of his recording room.

"Nope"

We walked to the kitchen to get something to drink. Then we sat on the couch. It was silent for awhile until Jack broke the silence. "Lilah..."

"Yeah" we were leaned back sitting side by side.

"Remember our first time at The Bean you said you wanted to say something to me but there were too many people there to tell me"

"Yes why do you ask?"

"Do you think you could tell me now? If you want to you don't have to."

"No, it's time you knew"

"Ok" I drew my knees to my chest and sat my head on Jack's shoulder. I felt his body go stiff then he loosened up. "It all started with a boy. Top in the class, good grades, all the teachers and parents loved him. And all of a sudden he ran into me. Then two weeks later, we started dating. We were dating for about a year whenever it all started to go downhill."

And so I told him about it all. Him beating me whenever he would drink. The things he would say the things he would call me. The nights I would spend crying myself to sleep. The slut shaming. The excuses I would make for the bruises. And then IT happening. But he would never know about the suicide attempt.

He was quiet during it all. I was just sobbing. He pulled me close into a hug rubbing my back slowly.

"Lilah it will be okay. I promise you he won't hurt you as long as Mark, your friends, and I are here. All I can say right now is that I'm sorry. A petty sorry. I can't even begin to imagine what you have been through. I love you Lilah, I don't want to see you get hurt or to be hurt." Jack turned beet red once he realized what he had said I just smiled, looked at him then grabbed his hand.
I lightly brushed my thumb across his hand.

Staring into his eyes was almost like drowning in an ocean. You could cut the tension between us with a knife. Then Jack broke the silence "you wanna binge-watch (fave tv or movie series) ?"

"Is that a question hells yeah!" I screamed. He grabbed the remote and turned it to what we agreed on.

Sudden butterflies stormed in my stomach whenever I realized that he was still holding my hand. And I was still snuggled into his chest. I seeped deeper into his shirt taking in his sent as I felt my eyes get heavier. 

♡☆time skip because i have no ideas haha☆♡

I woke up to see a sleeping Jack beside me. I got up so I wouldn't wake him up then left a note... 

  Jackaboi, 

Loved hanging out hope to do it again soon tell your mom i said it was nice meeting her. Hey, maybe today we could go to the park ya know. I dont  know texe me whenever you read this. 

byyye 

XOXO, Lilah

Then I grabbed my jacket and right before I closed the door I walked to the couch and gave Jack a light peck on the cheek and I was off. 

About halfway down the block, my phone buzzed it was a text from jack...

GREENIE: heeey weirdo

You: hey greenie

GREENIE: about the park...

You: its okay if u don't wanna come it was a stupid idea anyway...

GREENIE: no I would go to the park with u it's just that I promised I would go to the amusement park with Felix and Marzia u wanna come with us

You: okay just let me get home and get dressed 

GREENIE: ill get u in 5

You: make it 10

GREENIE: FINNNEEE! cya in 10

I then put away my phone and ran home with a big smile on my face. Whenever i got home i was greeted by Mark standing at the door reciting the note i wrote...

"Mark, went over to jacks house to hang out ill come home later on today love ya. So you and jack huh." 

 I chuckled " Mark please not right now"

"why you going somewhere"

"yes actually"

"Oh yeah... with who" Mark teased me.

"Jack-"

"HA, WITH JACK HUH" Mark teased again.

"Let me finish.. Jack, Marzia, Felix, and I are going to the fair since it's in town."

"Mmmhhhh" he suspiciously hummed.

Mark then breathlessly chuckled. "Okay tiny but be safe okay. With Dilon out now you have to be safer." He put his hand on my sholder. "Get dressed go-" Mark looked at me "and while your at it Tiny take a shower your hair looks like a greasy mess."

I laughed and lightly punched him in the arm. Then walked upstairs to my bathrom.

A/N TIME
So guys I am so so sorry for the late update I havbeen trying to get at least 800 words in each chapter. By the way guys I have my own phone so Yayyyyy. Please give me your opinion on this chapter. It kinda sucked. I know it did. Oh and on another note in the story I was fucking lazy and didn't want to type y/n ALL the time so it is still a jacksepticeye'reader it is just i gave u a name but u can replace it if u want. Also if u are on the oppisite side of somthing I wrote then u can change it. I already know my book is shitty so change it if it makes the book better for you. Great things to come in the future of this book. Goodbye my lovelies till next chapter.
Word count: 1063

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