Y/N POV

I sat in the alley looking at my hands which were covered in blood. So many emotions flowed over me at once, sadness, anger, fear, and for some reason enjoyment. Soon I hear sirens, and I slowly stand up and turn around with my blood covered hands in the air. Then with that I ended up..... well here. 

I sit in the office looking at the hospital counselor. Mrs. Jenny. She was always happy and bubbly which I was very jealous. She was a beautiful brunette with hazel colored eyes which fit her well. 

I was soon snapped out of my thoughts with a cough. I look up at her "Yes?" she just smiles at me "Are you happy?..." I roll my eyes in annoyance "Yes im the happiest little bean on this hell we call earth" i say then give a sarcastic smile. she just giggles "Well just be grateful they are finally letting you out of a box made out of bars, and are putting you in a room cell. finally you can talk to someone." she says. i Sigh "True, hopefully" i put my hand on my head "Why- HOW are you so happy all the time?!" i ask her. "Well i look at the good things in life, like my kids, and husband." she states smiling widely "oh, i forgot you have those..."  i said bluntly, starting to get very annoyed with her. i look back up at her and saw she was smiling widely at me "what?!" i said very annoyed "nothing its just that.... maybe you can find someone for you..." 

"what?"

"like a boyfriend..."

"So now you're assuming my sexuality?"

"Oh....so you're.."

I giggled "i really don't know my sexuality, but i'm probably straight." she smiled "well whoever makes you happy y/n/n" my face scrunches "Ew don't call me that...." i feel anger roll over me "Ever...." i see the guilt in her eyes. she tries to grab my hand but i pull it away and look at the ground "w-when am i going?" she sighs "uh i'm no-" she was cut off by guard 23 or aka 'David Harbour ' i instantly jump up "Finally son! took you long enough!" He just laughed along with Jenny "Nice to see you kid. ready you finally be a human and not an animal?" 

I instantly smile "OoO i'm always going to be an animal Mr. Harbour, not meant in a sexual way, or maybe it is. We will never know." I say hopping around. David turns around signaling me to hop on his back, so i hop onto his back and laugh. 

David has always been my guard. We weren't so found of each other at first, but he grew on me and i grew on him.( not in a nasty way freaks)He was like a father i never had. not that i never had a father, because i had plenty of those. he was just more of a father than they've ever been. 

We walk into a hallway then down the sides were rows of cells from A-Z and at the end of each row they connected again and turned into a lunch room "Ok kid, everyone is at recess.." "at what what?" i said confused "Recess, thats were you work out and talk, i mean you can do that inside but this is just.. outside." i nodded "Anyways you will be in row W cell 6." i roll me eyes at the number "6? really David, i bet this was Conner's idea." David chucked "You know him so well, but also the guy in here is very compatible with you.." my eyes went wide " A GUY?!" "Yes a guy.." I hopped off his back and looked at him "You want me to dorm with a psychotic guy?!"

He nodded and started walking down the row W "What if he touches me, what if he rapes me?" i say panicking. David laughs "Then scream for help, idiot." i roll my eyes "I hate you." i tell him, and he chuckles then hands me my box, which was pretty big. It held a tea set, weed which was hard to get them to let me bring, but they allowed me to finally bring it in. Gray and orange shorts, and pants along with matching shirts. A picture of me and my best friend Christopher, He came to visit me all the time, that's why I love him. Then I also have a picture of me and my 'squad'. Then i have my underwear, bra's and my feminist products. I know i only got special treatment because i'm a girl,  and they felt bad for me. I wish i fully knew why.

I opened the cell door and saw a tall pale boy, he had curly dark brown hair and freckles. He walked over to me and held out his hand with a creepy grin "Hey, I'm Finn, and you must be y/n" I furrowed my eye brows and looked at David. He just shrugged and looked back at Finn. "And not one fuck was given." then walked past him. I don't know why but i really was mad. Mad that i was here and not dead. I want to cry. Damn I'm Bipolar and Depressed.UGH! I started Unpacking. 

FINN POV

I like her. In a friend way. David walked away. I shut the door and sat in my bed and just watched her unpack. She took out a tea set which had me confused "Why do you have a tea set?" i asked, "Because i can." she said bluntly "Its not fair.." i said. No one was allowed to bring anything besides our clothes, which they gave us. But of course people found ways to get things in. "Well guess what... life isn't fair. If it was we wouldn't be here." says and gives a sarcastic smile "True, I've heard a lot about you. i like you, we will be great friends." I say with a grin.  y/n just sighs "mhm, ok Finnlard" I smiled at the nickname

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