Prologue

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" My name's Simon and I'm just like you, except I have one huge-ass secret. Nobody knows I'm gay. Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck on a ferris wheel. One minute I'm on top of the world, then the next I'm at rock-bottom. I've been thinking about why I haven't come out yet. Maybe part of me wants to hold onto who've I've always been, just a little longer. No matter what, who you are to the world is pretty terrifying because what if the world doesn't like you? P.S. It doesn't seem fair that only gay people have to come out. Why is straight the default?" -Simon

A qoute from the movie love simon that I just recently watched. The story of it is kinda amazing and helpful for me to not feel worried and drown with fear.

Soo? Yeah. Kakagising ko lang at sobrang pulang pula ng mga mata ko na para bang humihiyaw sa sakit.

Time check: 5:30pm.
As ussual kapag hapon ehh nakakatulog ako, at kapag nakatulog ako di mo na talaga ako magigising kasi tulog mantika ako.

Sakto namang pagkagising ko ay tinatawag nako sa baba para kumain ng hapunan.
Oo hapunan. Kasi maaga kaming kumakain ng hapunan.

Tumayo ako at dumeritso sa banyo, naghilamos ako at nagtoothbrush at dali daling bumababa.

Opppss! Stop!? Ako nga pala si Oliver 18 years young at takot, takot na baka ay mag iba ang ihip ng hangin kapag umamin ako tungkol sa gender preference ko, kaso alam kong matagal na tong doubt na to. And I think everyday I am showing who I really am.

So yeah! Im a bisexual ( a bisexual is someone who loves or into both sexes male or female). And I'm proud of it.
But Di ko alam kung alam naba ng parents ko, kasi never ko pang inamin sa kanila.
Takot ako na baka kasi ay magbago ang pakikitungo nila sa akin.
At ayokong mangyari yun. 😢

So enough!
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So enough! *********************

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