Ragsan- My second love

Chapter 6 *Unknown feelings*

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First person p.o.v;)

She was kissing me so passionately. I got in my senses and pushed her with all force. She was about to fell down and then someone gave her a hand saving her from falling on the floor. At first I couldn't clearly see who the person was but later I observed that it was ragini who saved kavitha from falling on floor. Her eyes were red and I could make out that she was very angry and would burst at any moment now.

"What the hell are you doing sanskar?" She asked rudely. Laksh was beside her looking at me with hatred and I would have beat the shit of him if ragini was not there. 

"Why do you care? I can do whatever the hell I want," I replied in an emotionless tone. She was looking at me with disbelief like she couldn't digest whatever I said right now but I don't give a fuck anymore. 

"Don't you talk with ragini like that sanskar," Laksh shouted. My blood started to boil and I was ready to beat the fuck out of him but then I looked towards ragini and calmed a bit. 

"I am not talking to you laksh so you also don't talk with me and ragini this  so called bitch kavitha tried to forcefully kiss me that's why I pushed her so it's not my fault," I spoke with hatred and turned my back.

"Even if she did that you could have gently told her to leave you instead of being so rude. You know what? It doesn't matter because you both are same," She said and all hell break loose.

"Who the hell you think you are to say that? She's an attention seeking and a shameless obsessed bitch. Don't you dare to compare me with someone like her," I spoke very rudely this time but I don't give a damn shit everyone can go to hell.

"Sanskar I am going to kill you if you say one more word against ragini," Laksh spoke with venom. Ugh! I hate him why the fuck he and his girlfriend don't leave me the fuck alone. And I don't remember when I asked for their goddamn so called opinion.

"If you are here just to point a finger at me and speak all that bullshit to ruin my day, then you both sure as hell are successful in doing so and I don't remember asking for your opinion. Now if you excuse me you both can do whatever you want just leave me alone and I'm leaving from here anyways," I said at once and took my belongings and left from there immediately. 

They were staring me intensely but I didn't bother to turn back even once. Anyways, I'm relieved after speaking my mind. I feel like a burden on my shoulders was now gone. Honestly I said I don't give a fuck about them but I still feel something for ragini and to be honest I've no idea what it is. 

Especially, after what happened I don't think I even want to have the slightest idea of what I feel towards her. It's better if I don't know what it is maybe it's for the best if somethings remain unknown rather than getting to know about it. So it won't cause any trouble or unnecessary drama. 

Ragini's p.o.v;)

I just don't whatever the hell happened a few seconds ago. It happened so fast and I didn't have the slightest idea whatever the fuck I was just saying. But whatever I said, I sure as hell didn't mean it. Maybe, I was too rude towards sanskar.

I shouldn't have said that and now, well it's no use of saying sorry after what I did because sanskar for sure wouldn't even bother to listen to me. This is not me, I never in my whole life spoke so rudely to someone. And for someone like kavitha I said those words to sanskar and even told they are same. 

I don't even what the bullshit I just said. I never should have said something so wrong to sanskar. In his part he was right that kavitha shouldn't have kissed him forcefully and I think he did right by pushing her because she sure as hell wouldn't have listened if he told her gently to back off.

Even though I said that I hate him, I feel something towards him. Although I don't have an idea of what I feel towards him, but I do feel something for him. And I think it's best if I don't know what it is  otherwise it may cause unnecessary trouble or drama. 

I still can't help but wonder what do I feel for him? I just hope whatever it is, it will not create any fueds or drama in my relationship with laksh. Otherwise there will be hell of a drama and problems knocking at my doorstep. 

I really hope what I feel for sanskar is friendship and nothing more. Otherwise I don't know if I will be able to handle the drama that will come with it. It will not only destroy our relationship but it will destroy our lives and happiness. 

Thousands of thoughts were going in my mind. Just then laksh hold my hand and I came back to senses and looked at him. I could see that he was worry about me, I hugged him tightly and assured him that there was no need to be worried. 

He caressed my back and we stood there for like a minute. Then I broke the hug, laksh went to have a drink. Just as I was about to go someone pulled me with force and took me upstairs. I shouted but no one was listening. That man took me upstairs and he led me to a room and locked it. Just as I was about to scream again that person put finger on my mouth and it was none other than.......

To be continued.

Author's note

Hey lovely fellas! I know I update after a year or so and I'm really sorry for that. But I rarely get any time since now I am in 9th. Hope you enjoyed this chapter!! Until then, stay tuned and take care.... Bye!!