Ragsan- My second love

-8- Heartbroken and alone

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Ragini's p.o.v

Just then the door was opened and laksh entered the room. I pushed Sanskar away, laksh was gazing at Sanskar with blood shot eyes and tears fell one by one. I ran up to him to explain that what I've done is very wrong and try to explain him that I shouldn't have done what I did.

But it's of no use, he pushed me away and kept walking towards Sanskar. He grabbed Sanskar by his collar and gave him a tight slap. The slap was so hard that blood started coming from Sanskar cheek and he fell on the floor. I tried to stop laksh but he pushed me hard landing me on the floor.

Blood came out of my hand and I started crying. This was not the Laksh I loved, he would've never did this but I'm no one to blame him when I did a very big mistake, or I should say sin. Sanskar saw the blood coming out of my hand and he got very furious.

He stood up and gave Laksh a hard punch. They started beating each other, I tried to come in between but none of them stopped. Everything was happening too fast and I had no idea what was going on. The world seemed to spin and then, I was about to pass out, when Sanskar held me.

He hugged me and with difficulty, I hugged him back. Laksh came and separated us, he punched Sanskar and beat him to pulp until, Sanskar fell hard on the floor and passed out. I was about to go after Laksh trying to seek forgiveness from him, but he left from there leaving me heartbroken and alone.

I stood up after wiping away my tears, and called the ambulance from my phone. They came in a few minutes and put him in the hospital bed. I went with him in the ambulance, and sat in front of him praying to god that he will be fine soon.

Every second felt like hell, I think Laksh told the truth to my family now everyone will hate me and Sanskar. No one will accept me after what I did, I hate myself for everything. It was my fault, if only I controlled my desires none of this would've happened but look, where I'm now.

We reached the hospital, and I got out of the ambulance. The other assistants took Sanskar to the operation theatre. I sat in the chair and kept praying and anticipating that everything will be fine and the operation will be successful. Seconds turned into minutes, and minutes turned into hours.

After what seemed like hours, the doctor came out of the operation theatre. I was scared to hear what was he going to say me. The worst kind of thoughts came to my mind, and I shoved it away hoping none of it would be true.

"Don't worry, he is out of danger you can see him now." I felt relieved after hearing this. I've never been more happier in my life than now. Sanskar was okay and for now, that's all that matters and as long as I'm with him, I'm sure we will figure it out.

I nodded at the doctor and thanked him for saving Sanskar. He just said it was his duty and went away from there. I went inside the operation theatre, and saw Sanskar waking up with difficulty. I helped to make him sit properly. He gave me a small smile and then observed the blood in my hand.

"How you are feeling now?"I asked. I kept my hand in his, reassuring him that he had nothing to worry about, as long as I'm with him and that, everything will be alright and we will face every problem whatever comes in our way.

"A little better, I guess," He spoke and laughed a little bit, not to make it more awkward than it was. I smiled at him and got up. He hold my hand indicating not to leave. I sat down and caressed his cheek.

When I did that, he pulled me closer and I fell on his chest. He kept a strand of hair beside my ear and pulled me into a deep, passionate kiss. I felt butterflies in my stomach and it felt like electric sparks. This time I was not scared to kiss him, so we kissed for a while.

Then, he broke the kiss and hugged me. That moment, I no more felt heartbroken and alone, he was there with me. And, as long as he's with me there's nothing to worry about, but still I felt regret and guilty for breaking Laksh's trust. He loved me so much and this is what I did to him.

Deep down, I knew I'll never be able to forgive myself for doing such a wrong thing. This feeling of guilt and regret will always haunt me. I wish I'll ever be able to seek forgiveness from Laksh, maybe one day, if that day comes.

I started crying, one by one tears fell down from my eye. I made Sanskar's dress went and he held my chin making me look straight into his eyes. He wiped my tears from thumb and held me more closer this time.

He always knew what to do, to make me feel better but I'll never be happy completely until Laksh forgives me and from what I've witnessed today, that day will never come. I'll wait for that day, eagerly.

For now, I shove away my thoughts and feel warmth and comfort in his arms. I hope we both could stay like this forever, without any worries and pain. If only that was possible, but there's nothing wrong in wishing it to come true. After all, it's just a wish.

"What are you thinking about?" He spoke. I stared in his eyes, and could make out that he badly wanted to know the answer. And, I'm going to give the answer he wants to hear, hopefully he feels the same way.

"Nothing, I'm just thinking if Laksh will ever forgives us. You know, after all we kissed when I was still his girlfriend," I spoke. From curiosity his eyes turned red in a second. Uh uh, I shouldn't have said after all Laksh is the reason he is in this condition, I hope he doesn't get too angry, though.

"I don't want his forgiveness and I don't give a flying fuck if he ever forgives me. I stopped giving a damn about him the day he didn't trust me and throw me out of the house," He spoke with anger. I could observe that he meant every word, he said it was visible in his eyes.

Just then the door opened and then, the sound of a slap could be heard loudly.

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A/N

How was this chapter? I know, it was too intense and everything happened so fast, but I hope you guys enjoyed it!! I know you guys are wondering that I give update earlier than I said, that's because my winter vacations are going on so I've a lot of time. But, they are going to end in Monday so that's sad tho. I might, update next chapter, tomorrow but I'm not completely sure but I'll try my best!!

Bye!! <3