you left with tears running on your cheeks. Mark still standing there, wondering what he have done wrong. After you out of the sight, he dropped on his knees, crying and wailing his heart out.
He was so lost when you left him. Whatdidihavedone? whatdidihavesay? From the day you left him, he question himself and sometimes decided to blame it on himself and move on but he cant because he really doesnt know why you left him when he love you the most.
Few weeks past, he dragged himself out of the house to refresh himself and have a cup of nice coffee, just like how you always make for him. Hot and a bit bitter. Prepare with his black cap and black face mask to over up his swollen up eyes and eyebag, he got into the nearest coffee shop, the warm familiar breeze welcome him.
He look around the shop, in case if you are there because he kinda smell a scent of your favorite perfume and there you are, sitting there sipping on your favorite chocolate drinks with some chocolate chips cookie. Hes heart dropped to his stomach, he want to leave but he also wanna beg and cry why do you left him out of sudden.
He get his coffee, sit behind you, so near yet so far, so close to home yet she is not his anymore. Taking his third sip, he then suddenly felt his tears fell and soaking his face mask. He wanna cry but his eyes hurt from the previous cry. He finished his drink but he didnt left because she still in there. Just the warm of your back and scent of your perfume make him smile after weeks of sorrow.
30 minutes before the shop close, she left. He got up and hold her wrist, asking whydoyouleftme? whatdididowrong? You want to tell him but the word couldnt find the way out of your mouth. You let out a sight and tell him to forget you and move on. You yanked your arm from him and left the shop.
Mark get out and walk to his house and continue to let the sorrow eat him up again. Worrying about his conditions, your brother, Jackson, goes to him without your knowing.
"man, im sorry. im sure she have her own reason leaving you like this . . she didnt tell me anything about this . . " He just sit there, staring at the pictures of you having fun at some local music festival. Jackson left the foods at his dining table and before leaving he told him that he will help him. Once he left, the sudden urge to cry hit him and there he is . . cry his out again. He want to stop crying but his heart, he cant control it.
Everything he do, reminded him of you . . sounds of your laughter when you watched Knowing Brother together, sounds of your excitement when the foods your order finally come, sounds of you sniffing when you watch the Green Miles, you screaming when the clown prank on the theme park and you got fever the next day and he take care of you.
He still keep the playlist of your favorite songs still on his phone. iwillcometoyoulikethefirstsnow is you both favorite song. the song on loop everyday, every time. He can hear your voice singing to it every time the song come out and imagining your expression while singing the song.
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