Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck everyone. My dream came true and now its gone because of me. I always fuck up somehow or another. Next time you see a smile on my face it will either be A: A miracle or B: Fake as shit. So until my dream comes back to life IF it ever does I'm gonna be even more miserable than usual.
I'm done bonding with people, I'm done falling, I'm done. What's life without the family I now won't have? I fucking suck at this boyfriend, fiance, husband shit I'm full of mistakes I'm a flirt when I don't realize. I hold hands and hug everyone, I'll call everyone sweet names, even kiss their cheeks but I'm just nice and close with girls calm your tits everybody.
I'm going to get asked what this is about a lot but um, I can't say because I made a promise. Keeping promises and honesty is something new I'm trying. *rubs my face* I'll always love and never forget my family that was to be. *shrugs a shoulder* I'm sure I'll have more to say about this but until then *wipes the corner of my eye* I'm out. *turns the camera off*
