Confusing Love

CH = 4

Song of the CH = Let her go by the passenger ( A/N listen to it)

Laura's POV

My day started as usual, getting up at 7:00 and then i got ready, taking a shower, bruhsing my teeth and i wore my black skiny jeans and a white tank top, i dont wear make-up. I went to school taking my books that i took from my locker. I hope i dont see zayn today. Well thinking of zayn, he didnt bully me yesterday... thats good! Can he do that for the rest of the week? Cause that would be real good of him, i should get real good grades for howard.

I enter the school and see stacy and kim (her friend more like a secretary) coming towards me. I try to ignore them and walk a little quick to my class, but kim holds me by my tank top and yankes me towards her. What now? 

"Where do u think you are going trash?" if one quits it another comes to bully me, what am i there bully toy?

"W-what d-do you w-want?" i stutter. She punchs me in my face. now what is all this punching on the face? I was gonna fall down but kim grabs me by my tank top again and oushes me up. I think my nose is bleeding so i put my hand there to stop it.

"Stay away from zayn! do u get me? he is mine!" she says hitting me bad. woaw, wait right there! 

"What?" i ask

"You heard her bitch! stay away from him ar else!" kim says. I wanna laugh so hard right there on there face but i dont i just say a simple 'ok' and run for the bathroom. I wash my face and i get to my first class, for my exam. Time passes by and its lunch time now. I enter the cafeteria, take my lunch and quickly sit on the last seat where no one can see me but i can see every one. I take a look at the nerd table, and then the popular one i see every one there but i cant find zayn. Where is he? well who cares? its good for me.

I get up as i finish my lunch and go for the library i need to study. On the way i hear some one screaming, i hide behind a wall and peek to see a girl being by zayn and his friends. oh shit! I take a run ,not wanting to be beaten up, for the library. I sit there and think why he is not bullying me? But maybe he is just exhausted from me and aiming others.

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The last week passed by real quick and today is the graduation day and i have done my speech. and guess what? I GOT AN ACCEPTING LETTER FROM HOWARD! YEAAAAAAH! I AM GOING THERE!  Well the weird thing about this past week was that zayn didnt even talk to me, i havent even seen him and if someone tried to bully me, he would push them away from me. Wierd! but i still hate him, he must did that so i could forgive him and he wont rot in hell! Another wierd thing is that i always had that feeling that some one was watching me.

As i get down the stage the claps are still there for me, and it feel so awesome. Finally i am going from this hell. As i see zayn staring at me, he was staring at me the whole time i was here, i tried to hide away, guessing the worst. The surprising thing is that his eyes are dull, and it looks like he had been crying. woaw! he would miss his friends.

Zayn POV

As i see her enter the huge ground of our school yard, i wipe away my hurtfull tears that dared to fall down my cheeks. I couldnt control them when i saw her. I want to say sorry but i dont have the gutts to. The whole week i've been crying and i didnt care about exams. I've been watching her, hidding behind something, to see her for the last time of my life. I dont know if i would be able to see her again. I dont know why i feel like this. I have never felt like this. The pain in my chest increased day by day and its at the peek now and i am numb.

She does her speech and every body claps except me, i just stare at her, to get the most i can...As every body throws there caps everybody goes to there cars to go home, and i see her going out, away from me, forever. I want to stop her, say something but its too late. She is gone. The tears fell down my cheeks and my knees give out and i fell to the ground sitting on my knees. I dont know what to do. I dont know whats this feeling, its so painfull in my heart. There is an empty space in my heart.

I force myself to get up tears tearing my eyes, everything is blurry, i get to my car and drive home.

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