DAY 1 - 24 DAYS LEFT.
i wish walking through this area wasn't so difficult to do. however, when you're contaminated, people sense it.
the contaminated are usually known to isolate them, to be quiet and try their hardest to not be noticed. they are known to cover up, disliking exposure of their scars.
i resemble all of those, except, i have no scars. just dark memories that are carved like art into my fair pale wrists. self-inflicted, of course. i was thrown out at a young age, as soon as my parents discovered my diagnosis. i was alone for a long time until i met younghoon. we agreed to never speak about contamination, and to leave all bad issues away from our lives together. this was so we could never have bad memories, all we want are happy ones. this doesnt mean younghoon doesnt know im contaminated, it just means we dont speak of it. he is well aware of the fact i have 24 days left, and it hurts both of us, we both try not to worry but younghoon always gets anxious before bed. he worries that we will waste time sleeping instead of spending time together. its okay though, we will spend my entire time left together.
"do you ever think about how each moment the clock ticks, you are slowly leaving the world, leaving me?"
"no, i dont think about that because we will be together until the end younghoon. i promise that."
"then, i promise that too."
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GANGSTA | NOIR SIHEON
Acción"a gangsta to own you, i make everyone tremble with fear". -stan noir.
