A leap towards falling

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I woke to a familiar constant beeping noise, and quiet mumbling. I attempted to sit up then realised I was in a chair, the voice was coming from my mum talking to a paramedic. I remembered, I remember falling and the yelling, and the liquid. I reach for my head but as I did a sharp sting ran down my neck "ow" I said, to tired to yell the paramedic turned and rushed over. I don't remember much after that I must have blacked out again. The second time I woke was shorter again, One of the nurses told me it was only for a few seconds, I sort of remember a few beeps, by then I must have been in the hospital or was I still in the ambulance. I can't remember. Now I'm awake again, sitting up in the hospital bed, listening to the faint hum of the machines, and a few familiar beeps of the machines tracking my heart beat. I'd been sitting here for a wile after my surgery. I'd cut my head open, and lack of water and food had caused me to pass out.The nurses were about to send me home, and then my mum she would send me to school, tomorrow. The nurse tried to feed me, but I didn't feel like it, I never really do. I ate a bit yesterday, but threw it up on purpose, It's not like I don't like the taste, I don't like being fat. When we got home I walked upstairs as quick as I could manage, climbing into bed, dreading tomorrow.