(don't play song until I tell u too) Wilford walked downstairs and i ran to him. I kicked him down and held a gun to his head. I wanted so desperately to pull the trigger but i couldn't.
Why can't i kill him? I cant truly care about him.... can i, HOLY SHIT!
"Um, just dont hurt them again, or i will not hesitate to kill you.... just go." I said.
I ran to Dark and Anti. I helped them to their feet and then i walked off.
I am such a fucking failure. I wish i could've blocked out that weird sad feeling of killing someone. I mean, i have done it before so, why is this different... do i care about him that much..... aww hell no!
I decided to ignore and I went to my room and (played a song.)
(Yes it was the cue and here are the lyrics)
I got some things to do
But I don't want to do 'em
I got some things to say
I will never say 'em to your face
I lost my lungs
I don't really need 'em
I lost my heart
I don't really need it anymore
I am in love with somebody and guess what?
It's not you, it's not you
You are in love with somebody
Yeah, you love yourself so well, love yourself so well
Smokey hands and sweaty palms
Black water and half-clear lungs
And I know I'm not going home
Broken bottles and dirty dishes
Acid flashbacks in your kitchen
You know I'm not going home
I am in love with somebody and guess what?
It's not you, it's not you
You are in love with somebody
Yeah, you love yourself so well, love yourself so well
There's someone else
They love them well
Someone else
They love them
I got some things to do
But I don't want to do 'em
I got some things to say
I will never say 'em to your face
I got some things to do
But I don't want to do 'em
I got some things to say
I will never say 'em to your face, to your face
There's someone else
They love them well
This is someone else
They love them
After singing I began to cry. I looked around and wondered why I have became so weak. Then I decided since I have feelings I can feel however the fuck I want.
I have plotted many deaths before but is it because he is... Sad. I don't know why but Everytime I am near him, I just sense that emotion. Does, he have emotions too? He does doesn't he, he can feel more emotions than me. He can also feel happiness, joy, cocky, and I can't feel those. I am just great at hiding things.
Should I tell anyone. I am honestly thinking about telling Wilford because I feel like he could comprehend my emotions.
Ok so I am doing a vote, either tell Wilford or don't please let me know in the comments.
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