Masky paced around thinking how to make it up for everything but everything came back to thinking about just leaving toby alone. But he knew they shared a room, they cant just avoid eachother its nearly impossible.
"I cant believe.. " Tim lit a cigarette, the only thing there for him.
"Cigarettes wont put up an argument with me.." Tim grumbled, and smiled but frowned soon after.
Toby stood in the door frame looking straight at masky.
Tobys face blotching and red, his eyes tinted red and faint tears still fell from his eyes. His nose a dark crimson red, he had a tissue held up to it.
"Got anything y-you want to say for yourself now that i gave you some ti-time alone?" Toby whispered softly. His voiced sounded dry and raspy as it sounded worn out. Toby looked worn out.
"Im sorry." Tim looked back at toby.
"Is that all you have to say?" Toby raised an eyebrow.
"Its all i can think of. Want me to say it a couple more hundred times? Im sorry ok." Tim mumbled fiddling with his thumbs.
There was a long pause of silence.
"Uh.. Am i sleeping on the couch?"
Toby nodded.
Masky frowned.
"Guess you really do hate me." Masky started to tear up a little but didnt want to let toby see him cry, he never was the type to cry infront of others as he found it made me seem weak to them.
Tobys heart broke a little when he seen a tear fall from tims eye. But still show no sympathy, afterall, masky was the one who cheated on him.
"Ok you can sleep in the room. But stay on your ow-own side and dont touch o-or t-talk to m-m-me." Toby looked to the side. He felt guilty for giving into his crying.
"Its fine toby. I-..i can sleep on the couch." Masky wiped his tears and got up.
Toby didnt say anything.
"Im sorry. Im so sorry." Masky whispered to toby and stroked his bruise on his hip.
"Do-dont even try-"
"Im not trying to fuck around you god dammit im saying sorry and i barley say sorry to anyone cause i stick with my opinion but i think i was actually the one who fucked up this time." Masky spoke in an annoyed tone. "Just trust me again, please."
Toby looked away. He didnt want to give in to him and get hurt again but yet he wanted to kiss him so badly.
"No." Toby whispered.
Masky had wide eyes as he had been rejected.
"I think you should start to see other people then." Masky spoke sternly and pushed toby out of the doorway and walked down to his room.
"It was my room first. Sleep with someone else, since im sure you'd love to go sleep with someone else and cuddle them and end up dating them." Masky grunted out, slanming his room door behind him. Locking it.
"Come to daddyyyy" (imsosorry-) masky groaned as he grabs some xans and took 2-3. Found it helped him pass out and get rid of all these emotions and pain. He was immortal afterall, his only way to pull him apart, but why does it feel like toby has already done that to him?
Toby stood the spot he was pushed too, and started crying again and his crying turned into sobbing. He didnt care who heard him at this point he was upset and couldnt help but want to scream. He came here to be accepted and meet new people and be the murder he had become, he cant even feel pain but why does all this hurt so god damn much?
"You doing ok?"
Toby felt a hand on his shoulder.
He looked up, his stomach turned at the sight.
"Get away from me."
Brian stood just behind toby, toby got scared a little.
"You c-can have masky! Ju-just leave me alone.." Toby cried harder. Hoodies eyes widened.
"So you found out about that huh..." Brian frowned as toby sat on the floor, putting his nhesd into his knees and sobbing ignoring brian was there anymore.
Brian sat next to toby and wrapped an arm around him.
"Look im sorry, in my defense, he came onto me. And im sorry for you know... Beating you up.. I guess i let jealously get to me." Toby fell for his lies, when anyone else could tell that hoodie lied like a sibling who blames you for everything, a lot of lies.
Toby stayed silent giving into his warm embrace, masky was coming out to get a drink, only to see hoodie and toby hugging sitting on the floor, toby sobbing and hoodie rubbinh his back.
"What even..." Masky whispered to himself, walking back into the room to curse to himself.
"Here, lets get your face all cleaned up its red and blotchy and you can sleep in my room tonight." Hoodie smiled. Toby gave a slight half smile back and took in his offer.
So fucking naive and reckless.
"You know masky aint a great guy, hes cheated on everyone hes been with, even me." Hoodie spoke as they walked
Toby just stayed silent
Toby still loved masky
Wanted to be with masky
Needed masky
But the topic of masky, was too senitive for him.
Masky laid in his room debating on suicide as toby was smiling with hoodie.
Immortal but he knew all the weaknesses and he knew he could try even if only a 1% chance it may be successfull.
Or he could run away? Wasnt that always an option, run away to the city and live in an hotel far away from all his problems. Running from his problems was all he could do at this point.
He knew Toby fell to be friends with Ej. Since toby wants to be stuck up hoodies ass now, masky also thought convincing Ej to be his pretend boyfriend for awhile would cause toby to become jealous. Yes, an asshole move but it seemed legit to Tim. And fair.
Tim knew hoodie was going to hurt toby more than any heart break he could've given him,
Hoodie wouldnt change.
He had this set up from the start.
1. Beat up toby
2. Hook up with Tim
3. Break up tim and toby
4. Get with toby and get tim to suffer and be jealous
Tim wasnt stupid. He knew these types of games. This twisted rollar coaster was fucked.
Why couldnt there be a world where him and toby could just be together. Happily.
There was a scream.
