What Should I Call These Butterflies?

Introduction

         Annyeong, myname is Y/n. I am 19 years old, and am attending Seoul High School. I love todraw, and sing. I am a major K-pop fan! Ilove my parents a lot, but my parents' job requires them to be in differentplaces in Korea all the time; so they're not home most of the time. It's kindof lonely, so usuallymy best friend Dahyun stays over. Mylife is pretty happy you could say. I am the most popular girl in school, getsgood grades, rich girl, have the coolest friends, and the best boyfriend ever!(his name is Taehyung BTW)

         Everythingwas going well until 10th grade. My parents lost their work, andall their money. We had to move to a different house. It's much smaller, and isin the middle of a poor neighborhood. Myparents often had arguments over who lost our money, and sometimes they wouldnot talk to each other for a week. I tried to reunite them, but they alwayskicked me out saying I don't know anything.Itried to turn over to my friends for help, but they abandoned me saying,"You're not like us anymore, loser!" Dahyun ignored me. My boyfriend, Taehyungdumped me the second I told him the story. He started dating Momo a day later. Fromthe most popular girl in school I was, I became the weird, nerdy, poor girl.Dahyun and my "friends" became the most popular group in school afterwards. Ibecame the "lonely" girl. I still had my attitude though...!

Theword I hate the most in my life is money. My family has became strangers, myfriends became foes, and my boyfriend became a jerk... all because of money. Soonthe money my parents saved was not enough to pay for my school fees. I had towork two part-time jobs to get enough money to pay for my school fees (I worked as a librarian and waitress). 

Thenmy parents decided to get a divorce. My heart throbbed for them to find adifferent solution, but two weeks later it was official. My father left us, andI lived with my mom. I was now the weird, nerdy, poor,father- abandoned girl. I couldn't focus anymore on my schoolwork, and my grades began to fall. To top it off, my mom's health wasn't going great either. She discovered she had level two breast cancer. :( 

Sometimes I felt that I should just end my life here, but the thought of my mom pushed me forward. Her hardships, and all the memories we had together made me forget my pain and push forward.      

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I am so sorry for making the first chapter so long, and depressing! But this is my first fan fiction, so please bear with me! ^-^ I will try to upload as recent as possible. Yay! Hope you guys like it! (I promise you the next chapter will be more fun~!)