What Is Love? (A Ross and Rocky Lynch/R5 FanFiction)

Chapter 15

Joann's POV

I came back in the room later that night while Kayla was sleeping and Kayla's mom looked at me with disappointment. I couldn't bear the looks so I looked down.

My dad also looked at me.

Dad: Why Joann? Why?

Me: What?

Dad: Don't you dare ask what! You brought this upon us! You dragged her out that night and made her lie to me!

Me: Daddy! How dare you blame this on me! Kayla was the one who lied to you! I only took credit, because I love her! And I didn't drag her! She wanted to co--

Dad: It doesn't matter! You are older! You are supposed to take care--

Me: But Daddy! Listen to me!

Dad: No! You listen to me!

Me: Just forget about it! Leave me alone! I don't want to talk about this!

Kayla: Stop yelling! Just stop!

Me: Not until Daddy accepts that it was NOT my fault!

I stormed out and drove to the hotel. I checked in, and went to my room. I began to think.

Did I really let love ruin my life? My dad doesn't want to talk to me, my sister almost died, and now she has amnesia.

I picked up the phone and called Rocky.

Rocky: Hello?

Me: *bummed* hey Rock! Can I ask you a question?

Rocky: Sure.

Me: What is love?

Rocky: Why?

Me: I'm just not in the right state of mind, and I think It has to do with love.

Rocky: well, it's a feeling between people. It can make or break you.

Me: Funny you should say that. I think I'm breaking Rock.

Rocky: What?

Me: My life is just falling apart.

Rocky: Did you want to see me?

Me: No Rock. I think we need a break.

Rocky: Wait what?

Me: I just want to be alone. *starting to cry* I'm just so lost! I love you more than anything, but the love that I'm both getting and receiving is breaking me.

Rocky: I hope this isn't the end Jojo.

Me: *Says nothing*

Rocky: Joann?

Me: Rocky, I really like you. But don't bother coming this week or the next one, because I need time to myself, and Kayla doesn't remember anyone.

Rocky: If it's what you want, fine. I just want you to know that I will always care for you.

Me: Just promise you won't forget about me. *laughs*

Rocky: *laughs back* I won't. Ill come back after the tour is over.

Me: Okay Rock. Talk to you later.

Rocky: Talk to you later Jo, bye.

I hung up and fell into bed. I made a plan to stay distant from my family, and I was going to stick to it.