You Saved Me(A Supernatural Fan-Fic) Season 3

Chapter 13

Warnings! ⚠️

Episode based Chapter

Canon violence

Mentions of injury

Swearing

Use of guns irresponsibility

It's been a week since Gordon and Im back in the saddle. Got out of the hospital couple days back. Told the boys there's no breaks for me! I'm hunting whether they like it or not. Demonic possession, stab wounds, vampire bites and a gunshot wound won't keep me down. I'm on this shit!

The boys need me and I need to be doing something other than watching telly and surfing the internet for cat videos and emailing Áine. She does love my updates though. I think she has a thing for Sam. She's always asking about him when we Skype.

I woke up before the boys in our motel room. It was a strange case we had. I smiled feeling Dean's arms around me as always. He was insisting on sleeping in the same bed to keep my nightmares at bay. It was actually helping a lot. And he's such a cuddle bug.

It's Tuesday,my least favourite day. My week goes like:

Monday

Monday

Monday

Monday

Friday

Saturday

Pre-Monday

I got out of the bed and was suddenly pulled back in. It was Dean. He always does this. I do be awake at mad hours and he just holds me till I fall back asleep

"Wolfie. You need sleep. It's only 4am" Dean groans sleepily "fine but I'm getting cuddles!" I insist. He smiled and pulled me into his arms.

"Thanks" I whispered and snuggled into him. I didn't go back to sleep but I watched Dean. His usual anger and self loathing was replaced with peace and serenity and my god he's beautiful! His hair was going in all different directions and his stubble was growing out a bit. His lips were parted as he was snoring quietly. I couldn't help but marvel at his prettiness.

Our relationship is getting weird. We're not a couple but, it's like there's this pull to one another. He took me to this old Native American sight out of nowhere when I got out of hospital the other day. It was just me and him and we watched the stars and just talked for hours.

He wasn't letting me sugar coat or downplay anything. He was ensuring I was actually dealing with my emotions and past. I have been doing the same for him and Sam so, it's like a weird payback. We just sat there overnight in the back of the car cuddled up together.  It was then I realised I was totally and utterly in love with this man. He gets me. He's also willing to wait for when I'm ready. The man takes my breathe away and I can't explain why.

It wasn't long before he woke up again. He smiled and did what he always did. Pulled me closer and kissed my shoulder. Bitch. I want neck kisses. Gimme!

"I'm hungry " Dean said as he held me close. I was hungry myself actually. Oh! His mind is telling me he wants more than food. We both struggled to get out of the bed, both of us being totally comfortable in each other's arms. When we did we did so quietly.

"Looks like Sammy boy is still asleep" I said as brushed the tangles out of my hair. I was sitting cross legged on the table for some reason, I like doing that. I'm such a weird person. I need sweets oh my god! I have such a craving for twizzlers.