You Saved Me(A Supernatural Fan-Fic) Season 3

Chapter 8

Warnings! ⚠️

Mention of past torture (waterboarding)

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I woke up in the morning to see Dean holding my hand as he slept. He was on his stomach and I was on my side. How are we holding hands? We're not even in the same bed. I turned my head and seen Sam wasn't in bed. Where was he? I sat up and seen him engrossed in his laptop.

"Morning , How did you sleep Short Stack?" Sam asked. I rolled my eyes and chuckled at his nickname. It was seemingly our little thing. He's giant, I'm tiny. We will clash over height for the laugh.

"Fine yeah!" I yawn out as I scratched at my head. "You snore by the way. And I said no spooning me" I replied as I sat up in the bed, letting go of Dean's hand. Sam laughed at my response. He was so holding me like I could escape any minute. It was so weird. Is that normal? Maybe it's normal? I don't know what normal is for adults.

With letting go of Dean's hand I must've disturbed him. He raised his head from the pillow and he looked absolutely adorable. He still looked half asleep and his hair was going everywhere. It's so cute!!! Bear man! BEAR MAN!

Sam had long hair yet it wasn't all over the place all the time when he wakes up. Maybe he has magical hair. Kind of want to braid it. He won't let me though. I've asked!  Evil puppy man! God I need a shower! Then food! Dean's been helping me in the shower but he's only awake. I'll be grand to have a shower myself. The fear of water thing isn't as bad as it was before. I'm not seeing Rio in my head anymore if I hear or see water flowing.

I stood up and slowly walked past Sam into the bathroom. After using the toilet and washing my hands I went to the door of the bathroom.  "Do either of you beautiful cunts need to use the bathroom? I'm having a shower" I asked the lads.

They both laughed. Dean was smiling that I called them beautiful while Sam was laughing at me calling them cunts. The difference in two brothers minds is amazing. "We're good"
Sam tells me still chuckling before looking back to his laptop.

"Need help?" Dean asks me knowing how I can be. I shook my head before going to my bag. I got my clothes for the day out and my towels as well as my body wash, sponge and shampoo. I will be wearing the Linkin park shirt Dean bought me, my loose fitting jeans so I'm extra comfy and my undies.

"Linkin park? Didn't think you were a Nu Metal fan" Sam says. I smiled as I looked at him. "I am a mystery to the world, my puppy man!" I say back with a giggle.  I love myself some Linkin Park. Dean seems to be warming to them too. Even if he says he doesn't like it. I can't read minds darling! I know all!

"Right fuckers. Im goin to get clean" I say and go into the bathroom again and I closed the door behind me. I lay my things on top of the counter beside the sink and I looked at the shower. I  froze for a second seeing some water dripping from the shower head. Okay. Deep breathes Maggie. It's just a shower. It can't hurt you.

I slowly approach the shower to examine it. Okay, easy to use electric shower. It can't hurt you. It's water Maggie. I took a deep breath in through my nose and out through my mouth. I turned the dial and the water began to pour from the shower head. I jumped back covering my mouth to stop myself screaming. I feel very very stupid right now.

Stop being so fucking stupid Margaret! It's just a shower. You have two hunters in the next room who would clearly kill to keep you safe. You are fine. I stripped from my pyjama bottoms and deans old Zepplin shirt and looked back to the flowing water. I slowly put a trembling hand under it. I need to ground myself.

I smile feeling the magical properties water possesses. I haven't felt that in a long time. Not since before I was taken. My relationship with water hasn't been great. Ironic considering I'm a water sign. If you believe in that shit. I don't know sometimes. Scorpio is a strange sign for me.