Only His

Chapter 1

play the music when Brendon went back home for better reading ;)
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Brendon's POV

"I swear to god, Brendon, i know you were this loyal and nice guy with good grades, now you've graduated, untill then you still won't even attend my parties, like C'mon dude!" Connor always bugs me out in his "partying addiction" and i always never came, i never will.

"You see, i just can't go there right now, i have alot of errands to do in my home, so will you please, stop insisting me"

"Oh so now you're making excuses, quit that bullshit. What makes you dislike this kind of stuff? I mean c'mon, you are in college, you got quite few friends but you're still virgin!"

"Oh god connor, you are freaking annoying"

"Give your bro a chance, i just want to help my bestfriend who is single and besides, you only live once, heck you didnt even know how to drink alcohol. It will be fun if you are in there too. So please do me favour, nice guy" he punched my chest. Well to be honest i really am single, but not in this kind of way.

"Ugh.. Im not really that quite sure.."

"Man up little kid, i could get you alot of girls for you to bump on, and i heard Willie payed some professional girls"

"Bastard, you're one of the most bad influence in my existence, im not a dickhead like you."

"Watch that language small guy or ill-"

"Stop calling me little, shithead"i cut him off. He just laugh at what i told him. We were just joking when it comes to insulting each other.

"Was it because of lauren?"

It feels like my heart stings and the guts of my stomach is pulling me in. He mentioned the name of the girl i never stopped thinking about, he clearly saids the name thats been marked in my head, my eyes, everything in me. The one that i never got over it.

"..." I just stood there in silence, reminiscing the good old days. Oh how would i get over with my beautiful bride.

Connor smacks my head.

"Ow! What was that for!"i complained

"She left dude, she's gone, she's never going back"

How could my little Lauren would never go back, she promised me! We both exchange vows! I know even if its just a childish wedding, it meant alot of thing in me! Ive known her for life, were bestfriends! I know she will come back, she will come back for me. How dare this idiot would ever say that to me.

"Why are you trying to drift us apart!?" I shouted at the top of my lungs.

Ive never been this too angry... I felt something strange about me... Something that wasnt me.

"Okay okay! Chill dude! Fine, geez. I get it you dont want to come, but im just letting you know that i just want to help okay" it breaks into akwardness. Oh why did i just say that.

"I better get going now, bye and sorry connor"

"Yea its alright pal, i umderstand you" he smiles at me before he dashed away.

I was heading back home and i stumble upon broken bottle of beer in the pathways right infront of Lauren's house. I always knew that it was from her dad. He only lives by himself since they left. He still wont stop drinking, and sometimes he would visit my dad. My dad is slight an alcoholic, influenced by Lauren's dad.