Mortified (Juuzou x Reader)

The Restaurant

"Go Juuzou-chan!" You cheered from the balcony seats as the young man, dressed only in shorts and suspenders, stood in the arena of the ghoul restaurant. "You can do it!"

He had to do it. If he didn't, he was going to be eaten by everyone around him; including you. And although you did want to eat him, you really wanted to be around him more. And as the saying goes "you can't have your human and eat them too.". So instead, you cheered him on.

And for Juuzou, it was invigorating.

"His agility is amazing, is it not, dear?!" Big Madam cheered as she filled her mouth with entrails.

You nodded, picking out your favorite bits and eating them as snacks.

"Rei-chan is very good at this, Mama." You glanced up at her, gauging her reaction. "You're a wonderful mother. It must be you and your training."

"Ohohohohoho! You flatter me!" She leaned down and kissed your forehead, leaving a large lipstick print on it. "Of course it was me. I have such a spectacular regimen for your sister that it's unbelievable. I only worry about how... unsightly she'll become. I can already imagine the ugly hair that's starting to sprout in unsightly places..."

You kept quiet. You knew what she was talking about. Despite his slim and androgynous appearance, Juuzou was indeed in the full swing of puberty. And so were you. At sixteen, it only made you more apt to push the boundaries with the snowy-haired boy. Ergo, you wanted him alive.

So Juuzou slaughtered. It was what he was good at, he had found. Killing ghouls and ghoulish people was his specialty and no one seemed to be bothered by it. In fact, people cheered for him. It was spectacular to feel like he was doing something right for once... No, not "for once." He thought as his knife flew through the air like warm butter. I certainly feel right when I'm playing around with YN... That's a right feeling. But this is up there too.

His grin was absolutely sadistic as he carved up his victim. There was no empathy left inside of him anymore. Not for these creatures before him. Why would he have any? No one had any for him in this "kill or be killed world". Even you, he assumed, would probably eat him if you ever wanted to.

But it didn't get him off. He might have enjoyed this feeling, but the rush just wasn't there like it was when you bit down on him, or when he had to be sewn up after a fight. His pleasure only stemmed from his own pain. It was a little bit sick, but he couldn't help it. He didn't want to help it. He had his goal and he was working towards it.

"Get your points. Get your ghoulie. Get out." He mumbled to himself as he stabbed the body below him, covering his bare body in blood.

You felt your body get hot. There was no better sight than this.

"Mama, can I play with Rei-chan after this?" You asked her politely.

"No. She needs to rest." She shook her head, without looking at you.

Sighing, you crossed your arms. You had to play by her rules for now.

But soon, I'll find a way. I want Juuzou and I'll find a way for us to be together, I know it.