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Jungkook POV
Flashback to beginning

I hear footsteps coming towards my lockers. Maybe it's Y/n? I feel my heart speed up. The footsteps turn the corner and I see a beautiful Y/n in my peripheral vision. I pretend to overly fumble with my locker combination as Y/n talks to me so I'm in character and she won't be suspicious of me.  I hear her locker slam shut as she bid me farewell so she could go to our Chemistry class. This is the first time I've ever been late and I did it in hopes to get closer to Y/n.

Once her footsteps fade I open my locker immediately and ran my chemistry book stuffing it in my backpack and breaking into a sprint to catch up to her. We race to chemistry class and I win. Once were inside I make an excuse to my teacher and sit at the only empty table with Y/n right beside me. She puts her head down and falls asleep. Every now and then during class I'd check on her and make sure she's sleeping soundly. As she was sleeping the teacher explained a project we will be doing in partners.

I hoped and prayed that Y/n would be my partner and my prayers were answered. From then until the end of class, I made up a plan on how we're gonna work on this project together. A few minutes before the bell rang I nudged Y/n's sleeping form to wake her up and tell her about our project and working on it after school. Of course I wanted to get a good grade on it but more importantly I wanted to get closer to her. Something about her always intrigued me. I wasn't ever sure if it was the thought of trying to achieve something out of my reach for once.

Or is it our clashing labels that make me more attracted to her. Once I wake her up from her slumber I put on my serious mask when inside I was really nervous that she wouldn't go with my plan but luckily she does. After school I immediately rush to her house not wanting to look bad in being late. I sit on her porch and begin to work on other homework. Not long after I'm greeted by her driving towards her house. I shut my book and she gets out of her car and approaches me.

My heart rate increases and I feel heat wanting to rush to my cheeks. With a deep breath I asked if her parents were gonna be home, since I was wondering if we were going to be alone. "My mom's leaving for work soon." She replied. I smiled in my head and I continued on with the conversation asking why her mother worked so late. Saying that I seemed to strike a controversial topic for her and immediately regretted asking it after her response. I knew not to mention it to her again.

Once she opened the door a woman who seemed to be in no more than her late 20s or early 30s was seen in the living room. Instantly I knew it was Y/n's mother from the similar resemblance in image and soon in personality as well. Y/n's mother mentioned Y/n and my future children together which made my heart beat even faster than it was prior. I could feel the heat rise to my checks as I got flustered. Quickly not wanting to raise suspicion in not denying the claim I reexplained that me and Y/n we're just partners for a project.

Although it pained me saying that, I'm still baffled that we're partners and even being given this opportunity to spend more time with her after school. I was snapped back into reality when her mother mentioned "don't have sex in my room and use protection- hold that thought don't use protection I want to see your adorable children." I was surprised by her statement. The way she said it in a joking way but you knew she was serious. Does Y/n really bring home that many guys that her own mother has to remind her to 'use protection'?

Although her mom did mention for us not using protection but I'm almost sure I won't make it to home base. Maybe I'm just overthinking but I can't help but feel butterflies in my stomach at the topic. With the leave of her mother she showed me up to her room. Slowly I made my way to her room looking at the few pictures on the wall of mostly Y/n and her mom noticing that her dad isn't in any of the pictures. I decided not to mention her dad to her or anything since I knew it'd probably start something I won't be able to recover from.

I found myself in her doorframe looking at her room. Her messy bed and overall messy looking room reflected her and who she is as a person. "Are you waiting for a grand fucking invitation or are you gonna come inside?" She said and I hurried inside and plopped myself on the floor anxious about spending the next few hours together working on a project, or so I thought. "What're you doing?" She asked confused. "We're going to start on our project duh." I say trying not to be too nice to her so she doesn't get suspicious if I put my guard down.

"Not on the fucking floor." She replies and I mentally slap myself. She then jumps on her bed and motions for me to sit on the bed near her. My palms began to get sweaty and my body feels hot. I get everything together and collect myself when "Yah-Jungkook," got my attention. I him thinking that she's going to ask a question about the project but, NOPE. "Are you still a virgin?" She asks with no shame whatsoever just total curiously and wonder in her voice. I didn't know how to answer the question it caught me off guard.

I wasn't sure if I should've answered honestly, lie, or stay quiet. After going over the three I notice that they'll all have the same initial outcome, so i just stay silent not having to go through the guilt of lying and not having to go with the shame of saying I am. Soon after Y/n began rambling on about how 'I'm still a virgin' although she got clumsy and let her words slip out faster than she could process them and which left me shocked about her inner thoughts. Although I wasn't sure if she let the truth slip out or if she was letting her mind wander.

My heart was beating at a million thumps per minute. And I'm surprised it hasn't exploded by now. Quickly she tries to fix her slip up but I confront her right after. I added a "Are you okay?" In my confrontation to show my genuine concern for her change in attitude. After the words came out of my mouth there was a slight pause and I felt my shirt being grabbed by her. At first I was scared at the next thing that was about to happen. I was somewhat scared that she'd hit me since the sudden movement caught me off guard. The next moments seemed to be in slow motion as she came towards me.

I could feel her soft lips connect with mine and it felt like it was my euphoria. At first I was shocked cause she was my first kiss and I didn't know how to kiss, but I was also too surprised to do anything. It felt like one of my dreams, but for once it was really happening. After I began kissing back the kiss escalated. Her lips were addictive and I couldn't help but get hooked on them. At one moment she removed her lips from mine and I looked into her eyes. She was asking whether or not I wanted this. I nod my head being blinded in the moment.

The next thing I knew we were both topless. I was covering my eyes trying not to get distracted and think straight to make sure this wasn't a dream. "If you don't want this we can stop." She requested. Instantly I felt something on my chest causing my words to fall out. Not really thinking about what I was saying. Gladly she didn't tease me for speaking truthfully in the moment. Surprisingly she was oddly empathetic and caring.

Although making that in the moment decision of wanting to continue. It was out of character. And for once I...

Took

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Chance

I didn't even care about the consequences I knew she was bad for me but I didn't care. I didn't care that this in the moment decision would come back and eventually bite me in the ass. My better judgement was nonexistent in this moment. After I knew she was bad for me. I didn't care if she was bad for me. Although, how can something be so good but at the same time it slowly kills you? And next thing you know you don't even know who you are and you manage to lose yourself and become something different.

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