Opposites Attract {Jeon Jungkook x Reader}

9

After ordering and eating the postmates we were extremely full. "Ok now what." I say bored. "What time does your mom get home?" Jungkook asks with a mischievous grin. "Around 3 or 4-ish. Why?" I respond. "Oh then we have plenty of time." He says with a smile. "Time for what? What are you referring to?" I ask with a small smile. He walks towards me and pulls me close. "I think you know." He says putting his hands on my waist. "Show me." I reply. Instantly, his lips could be felt on mine.

I was lifted up and wrapped my legs around him so he could carry me to the bedroom without breaking the kiss. Laying me on the bed he trailed kisses to my neck. I stick up my leg and rub my shin against his clothed dick. He lets out quiet grunts in response, while leaving hickeys upon my neck. His hands roam my body, soon reaching the bottom of my shirt where he took it and pulled it over my head gently. I flipped us over so I was on top. He stared at me mesmerized. I cupped his face with one hand while my other strayed elsewhere.

Going in for a more heating kiss I rub him through his pants with my roaming hand. Once our lips attached I forced my tongue in and our tongues began dancing together, exploring each other's mouths. I feel him get more and more turned on as we continue to kiss. He brings his hands to my backside and unclips my bra, letting it fall to the floor. My free hand slides underneath his shirt and glides along his skin, barely touching it at times. I stop the kiss and move down to his neck where I start leaving hickeys.

Pulling his shirt over his head I then continue to suck on his neck and roam his body. Once I was satisfied with the marks I left behind, Jungkook flipped us over so he was now on top. He slowly traveled downward and pulled down my pants. Slowly he spread my legs and began kissing up my inner thighs, sucking and leaving hickeys on his way up. When he finally reached the only piece of clothes between him and me, he hooked onto the sides and pulled them down with no time to waste. He stuck his head in between my legs and began to suck.

My head dipped back in pleasure as I took in a sharp breath. What followed, were a series of moans with the hard grip I had on the covers. Before I was about to release he stopped, leaving me heaving my chest up and down trying to regain my breath. He pulls down his pants and boxers making his hard dick spring up. I stood on my hands and knees when he put his hand on my lower back and slowly pushed into me. He lets out a large grunt of pleasure, while I bit my lip trying to prevent too much sound from coming out.

Suddenly he begins to thrust into me faster than before. I was shocked since this was a very different Jungkook than before. This one was more mature and was not the same one as yesterday. Yesterday, that was an innocent child who got his eyes poisoned. Today, is a grown man who was definitely not a virgin a few days ago. I was snapped out of my thoughts by him hitting my g-spot repeatedly, leaving me to moan out loud. My mind began to be everywhere, unable to think straight about anything, except for Jungkook.

He removed his hand from my lower back and held onto my hips with both hands. Once he did that he began slamming into me sloppily. His grunts were music to my ears while my moans were music to his. Soon we both released and collapsed on top of each other trying to recover our breath. I push him off of me and cuddle into his side. "How was that?" He asked breathing heavily. "W-what?" I ask shocked from the sudden I question. "How was I? Was I better than before?" He asks with a hint of cockiness in his tone.

"Shut up... it wasn't that good." I say stubbornly. "Really it wasn't that good? From the sounds of it, it didn't sound like it, 'wasn't that good.'" He said imitating me at the last part. "Fine you weren't the worst." I said closing my eyes. "I wasn't the worst so I'm the best." He said raising an eyebrow. I don't answer him. "I AM?" He asks shocked. "For now. Stop talking go to sleep." I say starting to get flustered. He laughs in response then closes his eyes.

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I wake up and look beside me for Jungkook. He wasn't there. Worriedly I look around my room and relax when I find him in boxers sitting on the windowsill looking out at the night sky. He sat there in beauty with a sliver of moonlight across his face. "Kookie come back in bed. I'm cold." I say in a sleepy voice. "I will in a sec." He responds. Instead of waiting I walk over to him with a blanket wrapped around me. Sitting next to him I lean on him and he wraps his arm around me. "You ok?" I ask concerned. "Yes. No. I don't know. I'm just worried about a future I'm not even sure will happen anymore. I just have a lot on my mind." He says.

"Like what? You can tell me. You don't have to it's just, I want to know what's wrong so I could possibly help." I said looking up at him. He takes a deep sigh then says, "I've always thought of the consequences for certain actions. Some I thought about longer than others and I'm just fearing everything that I don't have a backup plan for or things that could possibly happen that I haven't thought of yet." "Give me an example." I say.

"For as long as I remember I've really only been attracted to one person. I knew it was wrong to like her. Although I couldn't help it. I barely knew her but I cared for her so much. I'd do the unthinkable for her. I'd take stupid risks I can't recover from for her. Now thinking, I'm not sure if I'll lose more trying or I'll be better off with her." He says. "Well if you don't think she's good for you, you would probably be safer doing the other thing. Think logically about everything and you'll get your answers eventually." I say in response.

"Although that's the thing. All this time in the back of my mind I thought she wasn't good but i barely even knew her before. So, since now I know her better I'm not so sure if she's what I portrayed her to be all this time. But there are also so many things that could possibly go wrong if I don't push her away. I really don't want to push her away. It'd break my heart. But if it was for the better of us two, I'd do it, not for me, but for her." He says genuinely.

"Take the chances. If you never take the chances you'll never know what the outcome will be. So maybe take a chance with her so you won't regret it if you don't take the chance with her. And if it doesn't work out then push her away before something really bad happens." I say reaching for his hand. "Ok." He says grabbing my hand and giving it a kiss. "How do you do it?" He asks keeping it simple. "Do what?" I ask confused. "Stay calm and carefree. I've never seen you stressed about a test or worried about anything really." He says as he keeps staring outside.

"If you were me, you'd have too many things to worry about that you'd lose track of what you have to worry about. There's too many things that have been happening over the years that I have to worry about some things don't even matter anymore. A test is nothing, I have so much more I can worry about than just a little test." I say. "Like what?" He asks curiously. I hesitate for a second and decide to open up a bit. "For one we both got exposed so that's great. I'll have to deal with new buyers thinking differently of my cause I'm with you now." I begin.

"But also with my whole job, it's very risky. I could literally be arrested if one thing goes wrong. And if I get arrested I'll have to make my mom worry even more about me. But she already has it hard enough with her job. Also on a day to day basis we barely get to see each other cause she works so much. But if I go to jail we'll rarely be able to se each other. I want her to get a different job but I don't know how she'll get a more sustainable job than this one. Cause other more well paying jobs do background checks so they'd see her previous job and probably wouldn't give her the new job." I rant.

"AND THEN on top of that Taehyung and Jimin. Their relationship could get exposed anytime. I'd hate to see someone else come out for Taehyung rather than him himself saying that he's gay, you know. Cause gay people they have to come out and they get to decide when to do so. So if someone untrustworthy finds out before they get to come out, it could ruin the whole coming out experience for that person. I'm sorry, I've probably just been rambling about my problems." I finish up.

"No you're fine. It's just, there's so much to a person and most times you just scratch the surface." He says with a smile. "That was a lot of my problems transferred over to you and you probably have your own problems so I should've stopped talking a long time ago." I respond with a small chuckle. "It's ok. But we should probably get back to sleep. We still have school tomorrow after all." He says. We get up and get back into bed holding each other close. "Good night Kookie." I say and close my eyes. "I love you." He says. "I love you too."