Late walks at night some people found it scary to do but I felt comfort walking at night collecting my thoughts if nobody was around I'd take out one headphone and quietly sing..
I didn't have a destination I just wanted to feel at ease, I lack tons of things and I mean tons of shit I am not good at much but the only thing I'm good at is music I love making and listening to it.
I was listening to Hye-Seob's music..while I walked,
I knew him from my childhood he really changed but not in a bad way, he's still nice and loud as hell most of the time.
...in coming call..
"Speak of the devil" I said picking up the call
"Aye, why did you call?"
"Walking alone at night again?"
"Who'd you know...Are you stalker?"
"Nah, I just know you"
"Is my brother with you?"
"Yeah want to talk to him?"
"Hell no"
"Still mad at him"
"Yeah, but why did you call again?"
"Oh wanna stop by the studio? A couple of my friends are over they want to meet you"
"Ugh why are you still bragging about me?"
"Because you're talented!"
"Ok, I'll stop by but only for a little while"
"See you soon"
I hung up and walked to the studio I already know I'm going to be awkward but at least I looked presentable.. my brother sometimes hated it when I met up with his friends at the studio because they would all flirt with me and he'd drag me out of the studio and told me to go home...
I opened the studio door and peaked in,
"Ayee she's here! Come in hurry" I walked in
"What's the hype for?"
"I wanted to introduce you to them.." Seob said
"Hi nice to meet you I'm-"
"They already know your name sit down" my brother said
"Damn nice to see you too" I said rolling my eyes making the strangers I just met laugh
"Oh yeah what are your names?" I sat across from them so I could see them clearly, they all were cute goddamn.
"My name is Dabin"
"My name is Heesu"
"Hi I'm Kwon"
Damn the last one was- never mind I shouldn't catch feelings..
"Nice to meet you-"
"Y'all better not try and flirt with her" my brother said and I rolled my eyes "shut up you just mad because nobody would flirt with yo ugly ass sit down" I said making them all laugh again.
I was watching them write down verses and going into the booth I seen Kwon stuck at a part so I walked over to help him.
"You should write this instead" I said while writing down some lyrics on a separate piece of paper
"That sounds good..it rhymes good too" he said copying down the lyrics I suggested and I smile
"Y'all better not be-" my brother said and I already knew what he was about to say
"Fuck off" I said laughing
"You can't talk to me that way!" He said laughing and pulling me into a headlock
"I'll hit you if you don't let go.."
"Oh shit" he said remembering how I used to win the fights when we were younger and he let go and I laughed.
I sat beside dean on the couch and we started talking
"How old are you?"
"23..pleas don't tell me I'm older-"
"No you're not..I'm actually older by 2 years"
"My brother said we shared the same birthday actually"
"Oh yeah he told me that too"
"I want to ask you a question too"
"Ask away"
"How y'all are you?"
"177cm" I sigh with relief
"Luckily I'm not taller that you I'm taller than so many of my brothers friends"
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Go ahead"
"Why is your brother so protective of you"
"I dated one of his friends before and they ended up cheating on me" I said shrugging "he was ugly anyways" I said making Kwon laugh
"You seem like a good girlfriend I don't know why he's so that"
"What about you?"
"Huh"
"In your songs you always mention your ex what did she do?"
"I had a crush on her but she was sad over her ex..
we ended up dating ..we fought a lot so we broke up..and then we became friends with benefits and then she ended up going back to her ex" he said
"Damn I can already tell she didn't deserve you though you seem so nice"
Me and Kwon talked like that for awhile his voice sounded so intoxicating to me just being around him made me happier?
Someone brought some Jack Daniels to the studio and everyone started drinking, i took shots and so did everybody else.
"Damn! I didn't know your sister could drink like that" Dabin said
"She acts like she just taking a shot of apple juice" my brother said laughing
"What it's not that strong anyways"
"You really are putting us to shame" dean whispered in my ear making me laugh and my brother eyed us before talking again.
"One time when he was younger he walked down the street naked yelling 'I'm a king kneel before me' when he was 8" I said making my brother bury his face in his hands while the rest of his friends laughed and one started crying.
"She should hang out with us more she's funnier than her brother actually" Dabin said while my brother playfully punched his arm.
I felt a arm wrap lightly around my waist I already knew it was deans and I looked at him,
"What if he-"
"He won't"
I smiled and acted like nothing happened.
