"I'm sorry.. I will always love you but it's for the best. I can't stand being away from you and this tour is for a whole year." Justin says into the phone causing your heart to break into a million pieces.
"Justin don't do this to me. If you love me you'll try your hardest to be with me." You say trying your hardest to hold back your tears.
"Y/n you know this has been hard on us, don't cry. Maybe we can work this out when I get home." He says hanging up not letting you say anything else.
You just break down in tears, how could he just up and leave you like this.. He was your life. What could you have done to deserve this?!
You just sit and cry yourself to sleep.
-morning-
You wake up to your phone vinrating. It's.. Justin?
"Hello?" You can barely whisper because you feel like your hearts about to beat out of your chest, so close to hearing his voice just makes you happy.
"Justin stop!" You hear a female voice say.. She's laughing so hard she can barely talk.
Your heart just shatters. But you keep listening.
"Awh baby you know I love you." you can recognize that voice from anywhere. Justin.
He called her baby..? He.. Loves her..?
You start crying again. He's moved on and it hasn't even been a day?! Suddenly you filled with anger.
You were the one he used to tackle with hugs and kisses. Your the one that he used to call babe and baby. Your the one that helped him through his depression. But that doesn't mean shit to him..
You hangup and run to your bathroom. You pick up the razor blade and take a deep breathe in.
You glide the razor along your skin like a paint brush, and your wrist is the page. Red liquid pours from both wrists until everything starts turning blurry.
Your phone starts ringing and you see it's your friend Alfredo.
"Freddy." You choke up barely able to breathe.
"Y/n you okay?" He asks, able to hear the pain in your voice.
"help me." was the last thing you remember saying before everything went black.
Am I dead? What's going on? Does Justin even care about me being like this? No he's with his girlfriend.
"Y/n!!!!" You hear someone scream. You want to reply, you want to move but you can't.
"Y/n stay with me I promise it gonna be okay the ambulance is on the way. Why did you do this..?" You can tell it was Freddy. He sounded so disappointed and upset..
Beep. Beep. Beep.
You open my eyes only to close them again because of the bright lights, you blink a couple times until your used to the brightness.
You look around the room but don't see anyone but you look out the glass door that leads out of your room to the hallway and see.. Justin? No it can't be he doesn't care about, you anymore why would he be here?
You hit the button next to your bed for a nurse and within five minutes a nurse comes in followed by Alfredo, and then Justin.
"Hi I'm Becca, your nurse. Do you feel lightheaded or pain anywhere?" The lady with pink scrubs says.
You nod "My arms feel funny."
"Well that's understandable considering what happened.." She says as she looks at your wrists. "Well I'll leave you three to talk." she says as she walks out.
"Hi.." You say trying to break the awkward silince.
"Hi? That's all you can freaking say is hi after all this?! What the hell were you thinking?!" Justin screams at you getting louder and louder.
"Justin calm down. Don't tell at her like that she's been through a lot and doesn't need you crap." Freddy says as calmly as possible.
"Can you just tell us why you did this?" Justin says looking you in the eyes. When you look at his eyes it's the first time you realize he's been crying, their all puffy and red.
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OMG HEY GUYS !!!! Sorry I haven't been updating but yaaaa should I do a second part? Comment to let me know but hey guys you know the awesome covers I have? bizzlexrose made these for me because she's just perf. Love you babers!!
