Southside

Shit gets real

                          Chyna

I decided to go to the store for personal items and snacks and stuff.

I pulled up in the parking lot and got out and went in and as I went in , I walked pass a group of boys and they started yelling and saying disgusting things and one grabbed me and started yanking at my leggings and I was yelling stop and they started to pull me into the alley when I heard a group of deep voices and noticed guns was pointed at the dudes who were trying to rape me. They let me go and I heard..

"Aye nigga don't be touching on my little sister. " Khalil said

and those dudes ran away like little pussies.

"Chyna , are you stupid Why the fuck are you out here by yourself! " Jhalil yelled at me.

I looked around and saw Anthony, Kai, Jhalil, Khalil, and Jay and a few others.

"because everyone was sleep and I needed some things. " I said

"look man I'll go in there with her. " Kai said

I just walked off in the store.

"Stop being fucking stupid Chyna! " Kai yells at me.

"I DON'T NEED YOU, YELLING AT ME, I UNDERSTAND AND YOU'RE NOT MY DAMN FATHER! "

"you're right I am not your father but I won't be saving your ass every time either. " he says calmly

with that paid and went back home

I went in my room and thought damn maybe I am being stupid, I am not trying to get killed and I was so fucking scared...  Damn am I falling for him.....

                          

                

          Anyways off that, I am about to start from the beginning of my life.

                         -Flashback-

I was 12 and I was living with my Mom at the time and my brothers was living with my father because my parents separated because my Mom was cheating and my dad basically told her to get the fuck out. So one day my mom's boyfriend came in drunk as usual and he started beating on my momma talking about,

" where is it?!?" My momma got scared and as she was crying she was like, "where is what!! "

And after that he started tearing up shit ,looking for idk what. And I was standing there in my pajamas holding my favorite Teddy bear, that my daddy gotten for me on my birthday when I was 7. And my momma yelled, "CHYNA GO HIDE NOW! "

             See at the time I was young and couldn't really process what was actually happening and Why my momma was so scared. Until,  he came charging at me and he beat me so bad I had to go to the hospital for broken rips and bruised arms and legs and a broken arm. My father came to the hospital hot, he looked for my momma and that nigga.

"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN TO OUR DAMN DAUGHTER!! " My dad yelled.

"I am sorry I didn-. " she cried

"SAVE YOUR SOB STORY, FUCK YOU ,I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE A TRIFLING BITCH!! "He says

"Sir I am going to ask you to calm down. " one of the administration said

"My bad, what room is my daughter Chyna Harris in?"he asks

"Room 217" the administrator said

My dad turned back to my momma," this isn't over and I will be there when she gets out, so pack her things because she living with me and Oh come get the rest of your shit dirty bitch, this marriage over, I tried but I want a divorce. "

My momma just quickly nodded her head. I just cried and cried, I didn't want them to divorce but i understood my dad deserved better and that they weren't happy anymore ....

After that I was moved in with my dad and as for the other nigga m.I.a for days and my momma packed everything and was gone without even a goodbye and that's the last time I ever saw her again. Idk if she is dead or alive or anything, the last thing I heard was my momma was on drugs heavily and she went to prison for disorderly conduct, idk if she is released.

                                Kai

Growing up life wasn't easy, in fact it's worse and you live everyday because you never know out here if it'll be your last. I really think I am falling for Chyna. But on another note lemme tell you about my messed up ass life...

My momma a damn prostitute ... she currently trynna cure all these nasty ass diseases she have and she have HIV, that bitch so damn selfish, she only think of herself, what about me and my little brothers and sisters. I take care of them like they my kids because don't nobody want a crack head ass prostitute momma watching over them... but lemme tell y'all she wasn't always like this, she was sweet and nice and some what naive because my dad use to cheat and leave the evidence right in front of her but she was to blind to see ... until one day he got killed on the spot for owing niggas money and after that my momma lost her mind... When I was 14 she use to promise us she'd stopped but I stopped holding my breath for that shit but my little brothers and sisters still hoping and wishing.

"Yall ready to kill these niggas..., " Khalil asks

I was to busy in my thoughts to realize we are going to go kill the red gang (made up) our rivals because they fucking with our damn territory ...

"Yeah let's get it..." I said 

                                                                                   Diamond

Growing up I was picked on by my own momma she use to call me a fat bitch and she also use to say,

" your ghetto ass lazy as fuck and only know how to open your legs because you're so fucking stupid, I swear you were a mistake and wish I would of went through with the abortion! "

Damn....  life can be pretty fucked up around here, if it ain't the streets it's your own parents.

I worked at McDonald's because my momma always on her ass and she don't work and I have 5 other siblings to feed and her nothing ass boyfriend.

My momma use to beat on me when I was younger, but she dont pull that shit now.

Sometimes I wanna give up but then I realize it makes me stronger and someone is out there who would love me and accept me for me.

And my momma boyfriend always coming in drunk and never coming home. I heard he messing with some woman who left her husband for him and he beats on my momma and that woman on drugs heavily and she was recently in prison but my momma stupid I would of left him.

                              Carmen

"Carmen I am going out, don't wait up. " My mom says

               She always going out, never looking out for her kids...  just let me start from the beginning. My dad left my momma for a rich black woman and I wish he would of taken me with him and now my Momma never home and goes out to the club Every night.

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