Nothings fine im Torn ( Zayn and Harry fanfiction)

Chapter 6

Crystals POV

I woke up the next morning rubbing my eyes. Max was still asleep so i just sliped out of his arms and headed to the kitchen. I checked my calender to see if i had anything to do today. I have yet another performance at the cafe today. Im so tired its like i could never get a sleep or any relax time. I jumped on the couch and turned on the tv. Oh  great just what i needed. One direction on some talk show. I wanted to change the channel but my hand would let me. I though about how cute Harry looks and how addorible Zayn looked. No Crystal dont think that!  Max came out of the room and sat on me.

"Max! GET OFF" I said trying to push him off and giggled. " Max can you take me to the cafe for my gig today?" I asked with a puppy dog face.

"Well~ okay but just this once and there better not be cameras! " He said giving me a tight squeeze.

"Thank you! im sure there will be. If you dont want to be seen just drop me off at the back." I sneared at him as i went to my room to take a shower. I dropped my clothes from my body and stepped in the shower. I let the water cover me head to toe. I put some rose scented shampoo in my hair  then washed it off. I did the same with conditioner and body soap. After my shower , i took my big towel and wrapped it around my body then headed to my closet. I picked out a leapord patterened shirt with holes on the side with a blue vest to compliment it. I put on skinny jeans and black heels. I dryed my hair which turned out to be extra curly theni straightened it a bit , took a small section and french braided it. I put on a silver beanie and grabbed my guitar. I noticed that Max didnt have any extra clothes so i let him use my over sized shirts. Hes gonna have to his pants over again cause i dont think hes gonna fit a zero. We both grabbed our coats and headed out the door. A couple fans were there to say hello. I waved and kept walking. Some wondered to see who Max was. One said we would make a cute couple.  Max and I are best friends but like i said earlier , Friends with benifits.

"You excited for your gig today?" He asked smiling at me.

"Yup! your gonna be there to suport me yea?" I asked him. His smile dropped then he looked at me. I saw guilt in his eyes and he was driving.

"I cant today. Cathrine asked to have lunch. Im really sorry Crystal" I didnt know how to feel at that moment. Its not like we were dating but how much i grown to like him.

"Oh, well its fine." I sighed then looked out the window. I played around with my hair a bit till we got there. There were so many people! i was amazed just to see a crowd of fans screaming. Max dropped me off at the back. " Bye" I said waving at him with a smile as i got out my guitar from the back.

"Hope you do good Crystal. See ya" He said then drove away. I looked down at my feet. I teared up a bit then held it in. Im still a strong girl . I walked in and my Makeup artist Bella was waiting for me.

"Girl! your on in ten minutes! get your but over here" She said to me waving her arms. I giggled then sat on the chair. She got my makeup done in five minutes. I was amazed. It was the perfect winter make up look.

"Thanks!"  I said grabbing my guitar out of the case. she smiled at me as i headed to the stage. It was still dark on the stage . I waited for the lights to turn on.

"Ladies and Gentalmen. Please Welcome your favorite singer. Crystal Morgan!"  The lights hit me as i looked in the crowd. I waved and said hello before i saw him.. my heart sank. Could he had come here to see me? Could he have known it was me...

Harry's POV ( Earlier this morning)

I woke up this morning with the heater off. It was bloody cold!. We stayed in some hotel. Not very much enjoying how loud the city was outside our windows. I shared a room with Louis, who stayed up last night talking to Elenor. He layed on the bed sound asleep as i got up fixing up my curls.Nothings waking me up. Well at least till i got out of bed when the cold air touched my bare skin. I had goose bumps as i ran to go get a robe or something to cover my skin. I went to go take a shower. The shampoo didnt feel right on my head. And the sponge is too rough. Dont mean to complain its just, nothings the same. I sort of missed England. My house.  Christmas is coming soon and im going to spend it with the lads. Sort of excited even though were going to spend it here in New York. After my shower, i picked out a blue checkerboard button up top and my jeans with my white converse. I was planning on wearing a beanie but that means i have to use a head band and its going to mess up my hair which is actually perfect at the moment. I finished up buttoning my shirt and wrote a note for Louis that i went to the Cafe place to go get some tea to wake me up. I wonder if the tea here is the same as the Tea back in England. Probably not. I walked out my room with jacket on and saw the screaming girls downstairs. I waved at them then used the back way to get out. I went with my body gaurds just in case. I cant believe how famouse we have gotten. Just because Simon signed us a record lable after X-factor even though we got third. My fans are so amazings and its been great here in america. Anyways, I was just about to head in when there were a bunch of girls waiting outside. How did they know i was coming? I walked by them with my security gaurds and waved at some. Some of them were excited to see me but others had a picture of a girl on it. Ms. Producer! Is she singing today? I just headed in and ordered a hot cup of Tea. I sat down with the body gaurd by me. Not surrounding me so i could see the guest today. She seemed to be pretty famous since its a full house. Most of the people needed tickets to get it. Crazy! i  took a couple of sips of my tea before they introduced the guest.