Nothings fine im Torn ( Zayn and Harry fanfiction)

Chapter 11

Crystals POV

I woke up early today. Dont know why actually. I got up out from Zayns arm. I  put my scruffled my curly long black hair and headed out the door to see if there are any fans waiting outside. There were a couple. Some saw me and waved like mad. I waved back saying good morning. They screamed. One asked where's Zayn? I told him hes sleeping right now. then waved at them and headed back inside. I heard them scream again so i turned my head and saw Harry with Rita in his arms. I quickly went inside and took a deep breath. I dont have feelings for him but why does it hurt to see him with her. I grabbed some clothes and headed in the shower. I took off my sweat shirt and set it on the counter. I heard someone behind me  so i turned.

"ZAYN WHAT THE HELL"

"What i have to wee" 

"Couldnt you wait. Gosh your such a perv. PERV PERV PERV PERV PE-" I was joking ly talling him a perve then he pulled me in to kiss me.

"Your such a kid" He said smiling as he pulled away from the kiss. I stuck my tounge at him as he chuckled. I closed the door and took the rest of my clothes off. I took a shower real quick then got dressed. I dried my hair and straighten it up. I came out and saw Zayn laying on the couch .

"Your so lazy you know that" I smerked putting the clothes away.

"Sorry i had to wait for you to get out of the shower" He smiled getting out of the shower.

"Imma head to the studio real quick okay? Just call me when its time to go." I said grabbing my jacket and guitar.

"Alright. Have fun" I gave him a quick peck before leaving the house. Im going to the studio because i wrote a little song for Zayn. He means so much to me. I dont want to think about Harry but at times he creeps up in my mind. I walked out of the room with everyone saying merry christmas. Im a jolly person so i say Merry christmas back of course. I headed up to the building. Not there far. I sat down in the studio and strum my guitar. This song is called natural by the way. Composed by me.

You're what keeps the stars hung up in the sky,
You're what keeps the rivers from running dry,
You're what makes my heart go and skip a beat,
When you are inches away from me,
There ain't no reason,
There ain't no rhyme,
But still it happens every single time, 
When we say nothing at all,
'Cause your kiss is so natural,

Our first touch was like wild fire...! 
Two hearts dancing on a high wire!
Too young to know what's right,
But too much in laa-ove!
To try to fight it,

You're what keeps the stars hung up in the sky,
You're what keeps the rivers from running dry,
You're what makes my heart go and skip a beat,
When you are inches away from me,
There ain't no reason,
There ain't no rhyme,
But still it happens every single time, 
When we say nothing at all,
'Cause your kiss is so natural,

Ah-na-na-no!
'Cause your kiss is so natural,
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Ah-ah-ah...ah-ah-ah oh!
Ah-no-oh-oh!
'Cause your kiss is so natural, 
Oh ah-ah-oh,
'Cause your kiss is so naturaaa-al!'

At the end of the song i smiled to my self. A flash of Zayns face poped up in my mind. His smile, his kindness. Our cake battles. I got up and realized Harry was standing right by the door.

"Was that for Zayn?" He asked folding his arms.

"Yea." was all i could say.

"Crystal I-"