Just a Couple Words...

So What Now?

Now what? 

You got the perfect life you asked for,

 The perfect boyfriend,

Great friends, a great education,

All you need now,

Is to be happy.

Set free.

Free from the social standards that you were given as a young child.

Free from your status in life.

You want to be done with it already.

But you can't find an escape.

Music doesn't work.

Art doesn't work.

Socializing doesn't work.

And isolation doesn't work either. 

You decide that the only way to be free from your hell.

Is to commit suicide.

Slit your wrists, watch the blood come out.

Let it symbolize your chains being cut off.

You are free now. You don't have to cry yourself to sleep.

Don't have to smile for the public.

All you have to do now.

Is rest. Permanently.