Boys Like You

Chapter One

Waking up next to my buzzing phone is one of the signs that I'm already late for school again. Standing up with that is such an overwhelming feeling.

As fast as I can, I'm putting on my clothes. I'm so chaotic, but I need to hurry cause if I come too late again, my mom is gonna hate me for that. It's the 4th time this week. I really need to do better next year.

Yeah this guy really fucked me up though.

The adrenaline is rushing through my body. After putting on my make-up and eating breakfast as fast as I can, I ran out of my house and took the bus to my school.

I have 20 minutes left or I've some big problems with school. Until I realised..

That it's my crush's birthday TODAY.

It's a big deal to me cause I want to suprise him. You know I see him around in the hall way and he doesn't notice me at all, but THIS TIME I want him to know that I like him.

His laugh, hair, eyes, clothes, his mouth just everything is amazing. I want to be with him all the time. If he knew, that will be kinda awkward.

I've never felt this for someone, he's just sooooooo cute.

Without realising I passed my bus stop like 2 miles ago. At this moment I realised that I've , 1. fucked up my life and have really big problems and 2. I'm desperately in love.

I feel so bad. I stepped out of my bus the next bus stop and waited for the next bus to my school. I'm probably in 1 hour at school. I don't even want to go anymore.

A time later

Waiting for 30 minutes and still no bus. I definitely screwed my day. But worse, I screwed up the day that I prepared for like 2 months. I finally had the guts to step up to Brian and just tell him that I like him. I think life isn't ment to be this way for me. You know that everyone has a relationship and you are the only one to be lonely without someone. But when you like someone, life is doing everything to don't let it happen. I'm not allowed to be happy I think.

I need to stop thinking and search for a ride to school, cause this bus hates me already. So I decided to walk to my school. I'm two miles away, that would be a fun walk... 'NOT'

Putting in my headphones with a spotify playlist called 'love songs.'  To be honest, I feel like I'm already having a break-up with him. 'Why is this even a love song playlist?' am I asking myself. Spotify shuffled the song 'We are never getting back together' and I feel like Taylor is continious singing 'We won't ever get together'. I blame spotify for my mental breakdown right now. 

I'm one and a half miles away from school and I'm already crying. Two thoughts just make me really sad. The fact that I probably have detention for 2 years and the fact that Brian is probably kissing some other stupid girl 'cause I wasn't able to wake up WHEN MY ALARM RINGED for his freaking birthday.

One hundred break up songs and one and a half miles later

My make-up is like really fucked up. My mascara is normally on my lashes but now it's everywhere on my face. My sleeve is totally wet and my legs are dead, like really. I've skipped three classes (not on purpose). I feel like walking the walk of shame. Everyone is looking at me in the hallway. The first thing I did was walking into the girls bathroom, at least I thought it was the girls bathroom.

'Oh my god what are you doing here?' said a voice from behind. It was definitly a man's voice. I already knew I did something wrong.

t lasted for 3 seconds until I realised who was talking to me. This is embarrassing, the most embarrassing thing I've ever been through. I literally walked in the guys bathroom with my wet sleeve, mascara everywhere on my face and that's the point that my crush wanted to talk to me. Or at least he did it out of shock, cause who the fuck walks into the guys bathroom in this circumstances.

I realised I needed to answer cause it've been 30 seconds and I'm still standing in front of him without saying something back. 'Oh, I'm sorry, I thought it was the girls bathroom. I'm so sorry' I said. 

'It's okay, it definitly looks like you need some help, don't you?' Did he ask. 

I didn't reacted fast 'cause all I did was melting 'cause he's so handsome and caring. 'Yeah I really need some help,' did I said very shy. '

Is it okay if i help you?' asked Brian.

 I really want too. 'Yes please'.

Brian is helping me with washing off my wet sleeve with mascara leftovers. 

'By the way happy birthday!' did I say with the cutest voice I have.

  'Thanks sweetheart,' said Brian. Sweetheart is literally the best word that came out his mouth EVER. I started laughing ''cute'', it's kinda what u call cute. But man, what am I in love with him. 

'And ehm, are you gonna tell what happened with you. If you want ofcourse, you don't have to do things that you don't want.'  said Brian.

I want to tell him so bad but it's too weird to tell you're crush that you were crying about him. 

'I really have fucked up school, I overslept for like the 200th time this year and my mom is gonna kill me.' I said. 'And I took the bus to school and than I was daydreaming and forgot to step out the bus stop in front of school so I walked 2 miles to school crying, so life can't get better.' Brian is speechless. He'll probably think that I'm a stupid idiot that cries all the time. 

But that's the last thing he thought about. 

'I know this is kinda inappropriate right now but, would you like to go on  a date with me?' 

I could screem. I'm too happy. I thought that this was the worst day but it turned out very good. Better than I thought. ' Yeah I really love to.' I said. He was very close to me. Like ''very'' close. I thought that this will be the time that he'll kiss me. The silence was intens, we were both happy, I think. I hope. This akward silence got me, excited. 

At the second he was the closest to my lips, someone entered the bathroom. A guy entered the guys bathrooom (that makes kinda sense). '

What the hell are you doing here?'  asked the History teacher.

  'It's nothing I'm sorry, I needed help.' I said.

  'Get out of here, you're not allowed to be here miss.' 

So I left ofcourse, I'm already in trouble so why making it worse? I can't stop thinking about Brian. What if the teacher didn't walk in the bathroom, would he kiss me? Would I kiss him? What would happen? I wanted to imagine what it'll be like, but I was interrupted by someone.

The person I was thinking about. 

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