Boys Like You

Chapter Six

I was on my way to talk to Brian. I texted him that I wanted to talk to him at the starbucks. I walked to it, but on my way I met a very cute guy, Nathan. He asked me where the near bus stop was, but when I explained he walked with me and we had a fun talk. He's so handsome and cute  AND he's single. Can life be better? I gave him my number and left him on the bus stop. We decided to go on a date sometime. But,  now it's time to fight.

Walking into the starbucks and seeing Brian is heartbreaking. He ordered a java chip frappocino for me. I don't know how he knew that THAT frappocino is my favorite, but okay. He looks very nervous. I just have to step up to him. Boys like you should be ashamed of yourself, although we hadn't a relationship so I really can't blame you.

'Hi' said Brian.

'Hey' did I say. I feel him slowly coming closer to me.

'So, what are you gonna tell me?'  I had this really mad look on my face to let him show that I hated him. He already knew I wasn't really into him.

'Kyla, I'm so sorry. You have all the right to be mad at me. It wasn't on purpose. I was very drunk and you left so I got crazy I think. I don't remember much but.......'

'Yeah the "typical" excuse. You were drunk, I get that. Don't you think I already thought about that. It's not that I'm stupid. I don't even know how I could like you.' I said. I see him struggling with talking.' You're such an asshole. You' were dancing with me for the whole night. I was away for like 20 seconds and you're already kissing others? Am I not good enough for you?' I slowly began to scream. The whole cafe could hear me. 'You could have kissed me, I've waited for it for like the whole night. You just fucking kissed......'

Before I could finish my sentence, he started to kiss me. Like a 'real' kiss, on my mouth. I've never kissed before,  NEVER.

'Brian what are you doing? You asshole!' I screamed. I don't want to admit it but I kinda liked it. He fucking kissed me. The best feeling ever. I spontaneous fell in love with him all over again.

'Oh I thought I owed you this kiss.' did he say very guilty.

'It's my first kiss asshole. I don't want it to be remembered like this!'  To be honest. I reallly want it to be remembered like this. Oops, I made him very scared. I'm sure about that

'Oh, I didn't know that, I'm sorry. Should I leave?' did he ask. Of course I wanted him to stay. But I let him go.

'Just go please.'

He really left. He left the starbucks. It's raining outside. Poor Brian.

A few hours later

I was home, listening to love songs. I really fell all in love with him again. He's just so cute. Maybe I need to apoligize for my mad behavior. I was really a bitch to him. It does make sense that he didn't do it on purpose.

Before I knew I was buying a cute stuffed animal with a heart of chocolate. I really overreacted to him. I wore the best outfit I had in my closet after throwing everything in the trash. Like I doesn't have any good outfits left except this one. I wear a cute white sweater with a ripped jeans. I thought this would match perfect. I really like my change.

I'm leaving the shops and going to his house. I hope he likes what I'm gonna do.

I'm slowly climbing through his window. I feel my heart spacing and tripping. I've never done this before.

I also feel like we've kinda have a on-off (almost) relationship. Okay I'm too overthinking now. I just need to do it RIGHT NOW.

Phone buzzing

Who the fuck can that be?

Nathan:
Hey! I thought I'll send you a message. I'm Nathan btw. Do you have plans tonight?

Shit. Oh my god. I totally forgot. I feel like a slut. Normally I crush on one guy for like a year and now I have 2 guys behind me. Tbh one guy 'cause I'm now in front of the house of the other to apoligize. What should I do? I like Nathan, someone new to start without any problems. He's cute, handsome and smart. He's a senior at my school. I'm a junior. It would be perfect.

On the other hand, Brian is caring and would fight for me. He's an asshole when he's drunk but he'll probably be more careful now (if he still wants a relationship.) He knows me a little and does know I don't hava any friends. So he probably doesn't mind who I am and he was my first kiss. It would be bad if I didn't gave him a second chance. He can be a good guy.

This feeling is really making me nervous. I can't choose. How can I? I promised Nathan that we go on a date, but I wanted Brian for so long. For like a year know. How can I let that go? How can I let him go?

Skipping Nathan is a really sad feeling. I would never do that to anyone. I have to climb to his window and apoligize. Climbing up to his window is the hardest part. How did I do that when I sneaked out of my own room? Whatever I have to do this. Nothing can stop me from doing this.

'Kyla, What the hell?' asked Brian when he saw me and opened his window.

'Hi, I need to tell you something. Like now.' I said very nervous. A few days ago I didn't even talk to him and now I'M apoligizing to him. I would never do that if that 'incedent' didn't happend.

'Okay, what do you want to tell me?' asked Brian with a really bitchy face. He was definitly mad at me for screamting to him.

'I need to apoligize for screaming to you and not believing me. I'm really sorry I am. Please don't hate me.'

'It's your fault. You ruined it. Please leave me alone now.' said Brian. He was really upset. His eyes looked like he could cry.

I made him really upset. I feel so guilty. So guilty that I did the same thing that he did to me when I was upset about him.

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