Chapter 2
The next day I walked to school. Andy was going on tour tomorrow and I was really upset. I was happy that the band could get so far! Like their lifes mean something. My life is nothing.
When I got to school, I was pushed to the ground by a boy in my class.
"Where's Randy, or whatever his name is today?" He said. I stood up and shoved him back.
"Its Andy you Dick Face!" I said and ran, my eyes watering like hell. I went round the back of the school, were nobody could find me. My eye liner was running down my face. It would be even more harder at school when Andy is on tour. He and the Guys only know about the bullying, the cutting and the suicide attempts.
The bell rang and I went to class. I was pushed to the back of the huge queue of kids getting into school. All of the kids yelled at me at free period.
"EMO CUNT!" Shouted one kid. Then one of them kicked me. They all laughed as I ran away sobbing.
At the end of the day, I walked home. My parents were still at work and when I walked in the house I seen Andy talking to the band. He looked at me.
"Hey Ash! How was school?" Andy Asked. I ran upstairs sobbing. I heard Andy and one of the guys coming upstairs. I sat in the corner of my room hugging my leg's with my head down. I sobbed.
Andy and Jinxx came into my room.
"Ash?" Said Andy slowly walking over to me. Andy nealed down and put his arms around me he hugged me tight.
"Ash, whats wrong?" Said Andy standing me up. He stroked my long black hair. Jinxx came over to me and put his hand on my shoulder.
"Andy?" I said. "Im gonna really,really,really miss you, Jinxx, CC, Ashley and Jake when you guys go on tour" I said sobbing harder. Andy kissed my head.
"We are gonna miss you more!" Said Andy.
"Andy, I swear thats not possible!" I said kinda laughing. Andy and Jinxx laughed too.
"Look." Said Andy holding my shoulders and pushing me up, looking into my blue eyes. I looked into his blue eyes. "If you want to, you can come and see our practice!" Said Andy.
"Ok." I said smiling. I went to Andy's music room and I sat at the side watching. They played my favourite song. Knifes and Pens. I sang along to the song. Then it fell dark and the guys left just as my parents came in. I went up to my room and put on my Pyjamas. Andy came in my room.
"Hey, do you want to come sleep with me tonight?" He asked.
"Ok!" I said. I went into Andy's room and we went to sleep in Andy's room. I climbed into his bed and he got in.
"Im gonna miss you so,so,so,so,so,so much tomorrow!" Said Andy.
"Im gonna miss you even more!" I said.
"Only if that was possible!" Said Andy. We both laughed.
"Goodnight, Andy!" I Said.
"Goodnight Ashleigh!" Said Andy.
Andy put his arms around me and he held my hand. I smiled.
