here it goes:
my last
chapter that i will
ever write
forever
i love you
——
i feel like it's
even sillier
saying it like this
i did my best
to write it so that
you wouldn't think that it had
anything to
do with you
but i guess
you're
too smart for that
which i should've known
im not going to sit
here
and act like i don't know
rejection is in clear
sight
i know we talked about it a bit
talked about
how we're friends
but like i said
i get attached
too
easily and like too much
im sorry for
lying and
saying it didn't have
anything to do with you
and for
getting upset when you
questioned me
but you were right
i do like you
i had to work with it
try and make it
seem like it wasn't you even more
but im not clever enough for that
not
really at all
you're very special to me
and im glad
to have been able to talk
to you
and have been able to
say i love you
in a friendly way
but it's best for me to go now
after saying this
silly and useless
confession
because im a
coward
and although
i know that you absolutely
would just say no
i can't handle that at
all
i care too much
and i
feel terrible about it
im gonna miss you
and dri
and im gonna miss
being able to
say i love you behind
a soft
in a 'friendly way'
i hope you're always happy and always smiling
and i hope you find someone
that you
can love back
good bye
i love you
