here it goes:
my last
chapter that i will
ever write
foreveri love you
——i feel like it's
even sillier
saying it like thisi did my best
to write it so that
you wouldn't think that it had
anything to
do with youbut i guess
you're
too smart for that
which i should've knownim not going to sit
here
and act like i don't know
rejection is in clear
sighti know we talked about it a bit
talked about
how we're friendsbut like i said
i get attached
too
easily and like too muchim sorry for
lying and
saying it didn't have
anything to do with you
and for
getting upset when you
questioned mebut you were right
i do like youi had to work with it
try and make it
seem like it wasn't you even morebut im not clever enough for that
not
really at allyou're very special to me
and im glad
to have been able to talk
to youand have been able to
say i love you
in a friendly waybut it's best for me to go now
after saying this
silly and useless
confessionbecause im a
coward
and although
i know that you absolutely
would just say no
i can't handle that at
alli care too much
and i
feel terrible about itim gonna miss you
and dri
and im gonna miss
being able to
say i love you behind
a soft
in a 'friendly way'i hope you're always happy and always smiling
and i hope you find someone
that you
can love backgood bye
i love you