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I begin to hear my heartbeat going 90 to both then slow down. I can feel people tugging and pushing me. I hear a high pitch ring with some mumbling but I can't hear who's talking, or if everyone is talking over eachother. Am-am I dead? I-I don't know if I'm dead or not. I feel like it. Is-is someone holding me? Am I moving? I can hear footsteps and wind hitting my skin. The ringing stops and I can finally hear what's happening. "VIRGIL WONT WAKE UP!!" Patton's voice sounds like he's going crazy. "WHAT DO WE DO?!" Logan sounds like he's panicking. I can feel the presence that's holding me, which is Roman, move he's head closer to mine. "Please wake up." Roman whispers into my ear and his voice sounds scared. "I-I-I don't know what to do!?!?" Thomas sounds confused. T-there all worried about me. Why am I so so so important to them? Why can't they just let me die? I feel Roman holding onto me really tightly. He's head touches mine and I feel tears puddling up on my face. "Don't leave me Virgil!" Roman whispers to me me. I want to talk. I want to open my eyes to show him I'm here that I can hear him. I can't. "Virgil, I don't want to be here if you're not. You don't know how much I need you." Roman's voice starts shaking as his voice also gets louder. I feel Roman shaking. "I'm sorry for what I'm going to do. Please don't hate me." I feel him rise up from me. "Do you think it's blood loss?" Roman speaks really loud and stops everyone from talking. HE BETTER NOT BE TELLING THEM I CUT MYSELF!!! "How would he lose so much blood to knock him out completely. Yes he has puked blood but not a lot to do this. It would make him dizzy not make him shut down." I can hear Logan walking towards us. "WAIT! D-did he cut himself? Is that way you won't leave him alone?" I hear Patton running up to us. Thomas followed behind them. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, but he didn't want anyone knowing." I can feel his tears hitting me. "I-I didn't want to lose his trust!" He tighten his grip on me. Patton haves soft hands so I automatically knew it was him pulling up my sleeve. "OH MY GOD GET SOMETHING TO STOP BLEEDING!!!" Patton jerks away from me as fast as possible. "I-I didn't notice!!" Roman starts panicking. Logan and Thomas ran to the kitchen. Patton was yelling, Logan and Thomas put some towels on both of my arms putting pressure on them. Roman was crying his eyes out. They didn't judge me. They all actually care. They all actually love me. "W-we need to call 911!" Thomas yelled. I hear Patton quickly drop then pick up his phone. The high pitch ring came back and everyone's voices went all muffled. My heartbeat was so slow. It was like it wasn't even there. Bump ...............bump............................bump.
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I can't breathe without you
FanfictionVirgil is going though a tough time. He's trying to figure out his feelings,which are all over the place,and he ends up in a situation he never knew he would be in.
