Partial Werewolf For The Alpha

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Who knew I would have so many problems. I can't believe how they have built up over the years. I have school like any other person but Its a werewolf school that I am in.
I am not slow if you started to think that but I dont have regular classes either.
To explain it would take a long time but the basic thing is, I am not really considered a real werewolf. This is because my dad was human wjile my mom was a werewolf. This makes me unable to shift and takes away sone of the powers. I still am considered a werewolf but it is still not the same and thats the way people see it. Even though I may be weaker physically I am very smart. I'm in an AP class. I think it stands for advanced pace or something but it is better than the normal classes. Yes, I know I should be proud of it but I really just want a break.

The other kids are very judge-y and think they are better because I am only a hybrid. That is really worrying and stresses me out like A LOT and sometimes I am scared to go to school just because of what they might say but I don't show it. I keep it hidden like the rest of my problems.
The thing that I really don't like is that they call me partial and half. To them that means Half of what they are.
All of it puts me down but I won't let them see that. I stay quiet and out of the way. I try to stay I the back of the crowd where I can't be noticed as much.

I hate to admit it but I'm an omega in a way. An omega is the lowest wolf. The one that has all of dumb jobs and takes the abuse of everybody. It is not my actual rank because there are people even worse than me but in my school that is what I am and it is horrible.
But even though it is hard I have to keep my head up. It is so much work on top of other things I have to worry about. And I refuse to let it show in public. At home I can break down all I want but here I have to cover it up because another weakness means another way to get hurt.

That Song in Frozen could be my theme song.
I sit in the back of my class everyday and try my best to be invisible. Like my other classes perhaps may be thay will ignore me. That's right I have other classes to worry about too and to add on to that , I HAVE A LIFE, well something that I consider as one. It combines with all of my other homework and it is just too much. But somehow I keep up and find a way and that is what I will have to do this time.
Our school has a policy and If I fail I don't get credit for the course so I refuse to fail. I can't do all this work for nothing.
That is my goal. Pass with a good grade because I will not take this course over again.
I REFUSE.
Who would need to learn some of these things anyway. How will graphing a line help you in later life. Unless... well I guess if you wanted to be an artist or something.
That's what rulers are for though. Whatever it still doesn't help me though.
I want to do something else. Medical is the choice it want to choose but being the rank I am who knows if I will get what I want any way.

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But that is pretty much my life but I can moce on when I get out of school. I guess I will rely on that and my hope to make it through. Now that you know all of that we can move on to my actual life.

The same one that burdens me every day.