Damaged.

Author's Note

Hey guys! It's me again, @wondermaica :) Ngayon nalang ulit ako nakabalik sa wattpad after  two years I think? Hindi ko na rin matandaan sa sobrang tagal.

Here's I explain how, you know before I've wrote 3 stories na hindi natapos. That makes me sad, but I have to leave wattpad because of too much work that I don't have time for it anymore. And most of all, nawala ang interes ko sa pagsusulat.

I wanted you guys to know that I've wrote stories on wattpad na based sa mga stories na nabasa ko rin dito sa watty world, but what I don't like it was everytime na gagawa ako ng story ko na inspired sa another story, feeling ko they are turning into something na parang tulad na ng inspiration ng story na ginawa ko.

The thing is, ayaw na ayaw ko nun. I don't like my story to turned out just like another story na pinalitan lang ng ilang details, names, scenes, and whatnot. I don't want to be that kind of author.

Next thing, before I am writing stories for others not for myself, yeah that's the saddest truth. Konti lang yung part na nagsusulat ako para sa sarili ko, hindi yung para talaga sakin kaya ngayon, bumalik ako sa wattpad for certain reason.

Now, I am writing for myself. Gaano pa katagal matapos ang story na 'to.

I am writing now, in my own experiences and some people I know closed to my heart.

Ayan ngayon ang mga motivations ko to write again, I am writing for myself and my own experiences and people who are close to me, meaning I am somewhat making a story na galing talaga sa puso ko.

The only thing that I want this story is yung maka-relate kayo, matuto at sumaya. Hindi ako magaling na author, baguhan lang ako pero I will put my heart this time to write this story.

I hope you guys na maging mapagpasensya sakin at samahan nyo ako sa journey ng pagsusulat kong ito.

It's my fresh start now.

I hope you will all enjoy reading it as I put my heart into it.

I am sorry na dito tayo nag-umpisa sa long Author's note. Walang wala na akong alam sa wattpad world dahil sobrang outdated ko na.

Again, I hope you will all be patient with me.

All the love.
- wm

PS. This story will have foul words and sexual scenes, detailed to be exact but I will make it as much as I can na to write it on English. May mga scenes dito about harming yourself, about suicide, depression, anxiety and some things related to that. So you'll be aware sa kung anong meron sa loob ng story, and if you're not into this kind of story then you can go. You are all warned. Thank you again, guys!