I have never felt so alone before. So weak, cold, andnumb.
There's this never ending ringing in my ears that makes me deaf, making me clench my teeth and cry...
"I can't take this anymore..."
Feeling deaf and numb, even if I pinch my arms so hard to the point that it starts to bleed...
"I don't want this anymore..."
More fear suddenly creeped in to me as I opened my eyes...
"It's all black...and grey...again..."
'No!No! I don't want this!' I closed my eyes tightly and rested my head on my knees and cried harder.
Right now, all I can feel is myself crying. Which eases my mind. That's why, I cried harder.
But the harder I cried, the more the foul memories starts surfacing back to my mind.
I covered my mouth and muffled a scream from my painful nightmares.
I then sobbed really hard and hugged my knees tightly, while not knowing how tight already it is.
Everytime I open my eyes, everything is so monochromatic right now. The colors have suddenly faded changing it to black and white.
"Shiro!Can you hear me?Are you in there?"
My head jerked up and I quickly wiped my tears away. I hurriedly stood up from my position. But as I stand, my legs wobbled and I fell onto my knees, my hands clenching on the bedsheets.
"Ah shit!! Why now damn it?!" I cursed under my breath.
"Nee-chan, We're coming in..."
"Don't come in,Damn it!!" I said in a croaking voice as I tried to stand again...
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-Hana-chan🌵
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Monochromatic World [ON-HOLD]
FanfictionHinata Shiro Is Ema's Big sister. She used to be a special agent working for the Government and the Forensics. She's an introvert but a cheery type of girl. She enjoys her work and cares for her sister dearly. She wakes up early to prepare breakfast...
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