Chapter 12 - The Dream

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Hey guys dis is gonna be a short chapter, sorry!

Nana's POV

Dreaming*

I was sleeping when I suddenly woke up. I was in a dark room. I tried to get up but I couldn't. I looked to find only that my ankles and rist were turning purple because of ropes that were tied on them. I tried to free myself but that only caused my rist and ankles to bleed. Then I saw a shadowy figure. I spoke.

N: w-who's there!
NF: that's not important
N: d- dad?
NF: shit he wispers. How could you tell?!
N: your voice. The song. I remember. The hatred. The horror. It's all coming back to me. Why?
NF: why? I don't know. Maybe it's because when you were born your mother died. She died because of you!
N: no! It's not my fault. She was sick.
NF: lier! She will always hate you! No one will ever love you!
N: your wrong! I have friends! I have a boyfriend that's loves me for me!
NF: he might but will you ever tell him your past or will you depart because of the secrets you keep!
N: he will never leave....he loves me!
NF: oh really!

Then a second dark shadowy figure appears!

Z: hello Nana.
N: z-Zane
Z: yes, but why have you kept these secrets from me.
N: I'm sorry!
Z: no! I think we need to break up. You need to find yourself.
N: zane, y-you can't really mean this.
Z: I'm sorry Nana.
N: Zane don't leave me!
Z: maybe you should have told me your secrets.
N: I'm s-sorry!
Z: bye, Nana.
N: z-Zane no! Don't leave! I'm sorry!

Wakes up crying*

N: huh? It was just a nightmare. I have to tell zane! As long as we get to stay friends after. If he decides to break up with me. I lied! I'm such a lier! I hate my self!

Nana goes the the bathroom and grabs a razor.

Cut* he'll never love me!
Cut* I'm stupid!
Cut* no one likes me!

She drops the razor and realized what she just did. She falls on to her knees and starts crying. At this point there was a little bit of blood surrounding her rist. Then Aphmau wakes up to her crying and runs to her. Aphmau helps her get cleaned up but doesn't ask why she was cutting herself thinking she could just ask her tomorrow.

Nana lays in bed thinking of how to explain what happened to Aphmau and Zane. She thinks..... Will I ever forgive myself?

So it's a little different. I wanted to try some drama related stuff. I was just writing things down and this came into mind.

No I'm not mentally crazy......I think. I just wanted to try something new and a little crazy!

Anyways later peeps 🐈👩‍💼

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